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2010-11-05T04:01:00.003+08:00

speechless to have known what happen.. fated to have seen it.. u destroyed my life..

with the last eye contact we made, we bade a silent farewell..

=(

2010-11-03T03:46:00.001+08:00

i miss u alot yap in ping =(

bish

2010-10-17T05:25:00.002+08:00

yo all.. back for this week blog post.. hmm i yo for wat? there is no one reading my blog anyway.. lol~ anyway just came back from movie with xiang, daryl, pingzhi and huang.. went to watch Takers.. some kind of show abt a group of friends who are damn good at robbing and end up betraying each other.. not bad.. 3.5/5 for me =)

she wouldn't answer me call nor reply my message.. saw her blog offspring qn. she replied to some person asking if she would wait for her ex and she ask which ex.. which means she is waiting for one of her ex.. however her next qn which was asking her to smile becos she deserve someone better, she replied saying yes she deserve someone way better.. so it must be that jake again ba.. good luck yap inping..

it was like a stick piercing through my heart when i saw that.. guess she really thinks she deserve someone better and that i should fk off from her life ba.. haiz.. fine fine.. benedict tan yow khiang.. stop being a crybaby for a girl who lost her feelings for you.. why still wear the ring around wherever u go? why still read the letter she wrote to you during camp? why tell your mum that you are still tgt with her and that she is busy working thats why she dun have time to meet you?

i asked my friend.. if your ex go out with other guys.. u wun feel angry or sad de meh? he told me, "my mother tell my to shared my used unwanted toy with the less fortunate"

it was kinda hilarious at first.. but when i tell myself that, i couldn't.. she isnt a toy.. she is someone who i wanted to be with in my life.. my soulmate..

yap inping.. i may not have the chance to tell you this anymore.. i thank god for having u in my life.. though its only for a short period.. it was a really wonderful moment for me.. we may quarrel often, but the love we DID share has been amazing.. u may say u are the worst gf i had, but to me u are the one i loved the most.. i wish you well in ur life.. if i can i really wish i will stop messaging u.. i wish i can forget ur number.. i try my best.. take care..

=(

2010-10-09T16:52:00.001+08:00

we finally broke up.. i really really miss her alot.. have been smsing her.. trying to find of ways to meet her.. but she totally gave me a cold shoulder.. guess its really finally over ba.. i am sorry for whatever i have done or said.. all the best in ur future life...

guess now i have to reconfide in my blog again..

happy bday januari =D

2010-01-25T01:11:00.002+08:00

first of all wanna wish my cousin Januari (thats her name) a very happy 21st birthday.. haha... kk basically her birthday was very boring.. most of her friends are just scattered around and will get tgt only during picture taking.. well its not my bday so who cares..

met my dear after that for her dinner.. well things did not end up too well.. guess i always hear answers which i dun wanna hear sometimes.. but since its the truth then i also have to accept it no matter wat..

somehow after some tokking we decided that if someone better do appear in our life, then we would wish the other all the best and get on with life.. its better this way ba.. at least for the time being we could still be tgt.. i just hope when this very day come, i would be mentally prepared for it..

if her knight in shining armour do come and take her away, then i do hope my princess in shining gown (k this is quite lame lol!) will be around somewhere for me.. so for the time being i shall just be that not so gd bf for her ba..

i find myself flaring up more easily nowadays.. i dunno whether issit because of the work stress, or becos i am losing more and more confidence in this rs.. in every rs i will actually treat my gf like someone i am gonna be with for life, u can ask any of them actually.. i will tok abt the future, explore possible ideas of whats gonna happen in our family lives..etc. but somehow in this rs, she makes things so realistic, that i actually start to find myself childish thinking abt all these..

but i came to a decision just now.. either this, or the next rs will actually be the last rs for me.. because i think after this rs, i would have learn enough abt life and know what my next gf who is my future wife is gonna be like.. i wun make another mistake, finding an unhappy rs and hurting each other almost every other day..

whew

2010-01-24T16:43:00.002+08:00

lol.. back again~ will be going to my cousin's 21st birthday celebration later.. so will keep this post kinda short.. been working for the whole of last week at adecco office.. interviewing pple, giving training, doing filing and data entry..etc. haha.. its very tiring la.. but no choice..

chinese new year is coming up.. can't wait for it to come.. house visitings, wearing nice clothes and of course! getting the red packet.. lol~ actually i am not really in need of cash.. my financial staus is quite stable at the moment.. for the first time after so long..

went to akibanana the other day to find my angie mei.. its some kind of japanese anime type of cafe.. so basically all the waitress were wearing the maid costume.. haha.. my mei was the cutest there! none others really caught my attention.. and there was this weird guy who ask me where is the gay pub when i was going home.. he say its kind of embarassing to ask around but why did he ask me then? =\

my rs is full of ups and downs.. though its mostly down la.. maybe i do ought to trust her more.. but to do that i actually will need to lessen my commitment.. just tell myself that let her do whatever she wants.. if she leaves one day means we are not meant to be.. treat everyday like a brand new day ya? =) i mean its not that i can't get another gf easily, its just that i am lazy to regrow a new r/s.. it somehow gets kinda tiring u know (-_-")

army is drawing near.. everyday i dream i am in a jungle or in a bunk.. though i forgot the rest of the parts, but i know my mind is kinda worrying abt army.. what fearsome beast am i going to meet in the jungle? what terrifying ghost will there be in the bunk? kk i know i am kinda exaggerating now.. lol! i gotta go~ peace out peeps!

a new year a new start

2010-01-12T00:30:00.002+08:00

Happy belated new year everyone =D i know its already very late.. lol~ things seems to pass so fast for me recently.. i dun even rmb what happened during december.. its been so long since i last blogged.. i mean.. judging from my recent posts, i only blogged when i am unhappy.. its a good thing right? means i am happy most of the time.. haha..

too bad happiness doesn't last forever.. everyone knows that.. it only last forever in fairy tales.. i know i dun normally say such sad phrases but then its the harsh fact of reality.. the girl who i thought was the "one" for me, isn't gonna be there for me anymore..

she didn't break with me though.. u could say that i was the one who initiated it.. but close friends of mine will know it actually pains me to do so.. i dun wanna act pitiful neither do i wanna gain any of ur sympathies.. we both felt that this was the right decision and agreed on it..

anyway my financial status is not that good now anyway.. though i start to settle down with some money in the bank after i stop betting soccer and working 2 jobs at a time.. okok.. i didn't exactly stop betting.. i still sometimes (rarely i dare say) maybe bet a bit to try my luck..

being single is good in a way.. seeing couples going to restuarants to eat actually kinda stress me out.. i am still not capable of giving my gf that kinda life =P anyway i also going in army le.. what for think so much when u are army right.. thinking if ur gf is out with another guy watching movie or having belated bday treats from some other guys.. etc.

bah~ whatever! almost wanted to type girls sux for the moment *luckily controlled myself* lol! i shall not blame anyone for this failed relationship.. take it as another lesson learnt and i am still not matured enough to be in a rs.. =)

oh yah.. my phone is getting haywired again.. dunno whats wrong.. guess because i dropped it on the road this morning then it became angry with me... lol! i feel like writing new year resolutions but then, i will be spending most of my time in army.. so i guess there's no points ba..

i will never ever gonna drink pearl milk tea again!

haiz

2009-10-20T14:07:00.002+08:00

woke up quite early today.. was kinda tired but excited to see what her reply was.. flip open my phone cover.. TADA~ no message.. her wallpaper face grinning up at me..

well i suppose i should stop having such a big ego and message her first.. soon after she started quarreling say i am trying to make her seem like a bitch in front of her friends.. i was like wth la.. must everything i do be something trying to spoil our r/s.. it seems i am the only one trying so hard to keep our rs u know..

everything i do seems to be wrong.. maybe i should go pray.. have i made fun of some kind of gods? i dun really rmb.. i am the kind of guy who can be crazy and just make fun out of anything for that moment..

she kept insisting me to find another girl.. somemore today is our 6th month tgt.. can't she think abt my feelings? i ask her if she really want to end.. she replied you want end just end loh, i anything one.. i read.. i really feel like crying.. maybe i already am inside.. i told her i dun wan to end.. and she replied then dun end loh..

how disrespectful can a person feel.. my feelings were just taken lightly.. things abt me already dun seem to matter to her anymore.. i really wanted our anniversary to be a happy one..

i searched google on how to drive to the singapore flyer.. i wrote it in my phone notepad.. i was thinking between ben & jerry's or swensen.. i dun care how much i have to spend.. i just wan us to spend the day happily.. the most i will just stay home for lunch and dinner the next few days.. i guess she really doesn't care abt me anymore le..

i just off-ed my phone.. who is gonna sms me anyway.. i think i will just go for a swim.. hopefully i get drowned.. when i come back maybe the worst can happen is my facebook will appear as single liao.. i am so damn pathetic u know..

i told my friends i am gonna love u with all my heart.. ken and luo suppported me.. they both can see how loving we are.. maybe chris seems doubtful that we will last long.. but who cares.. i am already determined to bring this all the way to the end.. even if i have to drag u along.. unless u pushed me away like yesterday and ask me to go away.. maybe then my pride will be enough for me to stagger away..

gosh.. i really am crying.. fuck it..

utterly depressed

2009-10-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

never never knew loving u could be so painful.. after finishing work last night, i read ur message.. it really brighten up my whole mood despite the freaking busy night which i tolerated through.. i accepted ur reason (i wun say excuses cause i respect it) and i really hoped we will have happier times ahead..

retarded me woke up in the morning.. slightly disppointed to not see ur message.. nvm its alright.. u told me u forgot so i understand that u must have been rushing through all ur things and went to meet ur friends.. i waited for ur message.. till u told me u wanted to meet..

went down to fetch you, came into the car, not even a kiss on the cheek or a gentle hug.. just hurried me all the way.. helped u with the candles but it was too windy.. u scolded me for not trying to help much in that situations.. i help u tot of various locations, though all didn't work.. we tried arranging at the final spot which i chose.. i helped u with it, thinking i should put in some effort since this was planned cautionly by you..

while lighting up many times, the wind just came and destroyed all our efforts.. burned till our big candles left only a little.. i burnt my finger, freaking painful.. i told you.. but u replied "i also kanna burnt wat." thinking that i should stop being a sissy and expect comfort from u, i continued on for a few times before i gave up..

i saw u struggling with the small candle.. was damn afraid u might burn urself even more.. i grabbed ur arm away from the candle, u pushed my hand aside and said "go away la" in a very harsh tone.. if u think that the way i say "fuck" that night was harsh, then i dunno how harsh is this "go away la" seems to you.. i tried not to get angry.. i just kept quiet.. retarded me

heartbroken yet trying to stay happy.. i carried on helping u light the candles for a few more times.. u did not mention a single word to me.. i tried to get ur eye contact but u seemed so frustrated and so engrossed with it.. i told myself its for ur best friends so u had to concentrate and try ur best.. retarded me

your friends came up.. maybe i looked unfriendly so nobody said hi to me.. maybe they trying to keep the birthday girls occupied so they did not acknowledge me.. maybe i was wearing harry potter's invisbility cloak?? lol! retarded me..

k so i walk back to my car to get my handphone.. realised that she left her camera in the car, i took it out to see her pictures taken for the day.. cheerful and happy girl.. how long since i saw those smile when u are with me i asked.. i can't rmb.. can u?

so i walk backed and help take some pictures.. i was still ignored by everyone though.. maybe i was not trying hard enough to socialise in.. well i just sat there and hoped everything would be over quickly.. and when i sat there, i was really totally left to sat there! it was then i felt that the harry potter invisibility cloak wasn't so funny anymore.. i was really being treated like i was invisble.. retarded me..

dear came at last.. offered me a cake.. i was quite fuming at that point of time.. i told her i did not want it.. she gave me those "better take i tell you" kind of glare.. so i accepted.. and she walked away and let my invisiblity take effect again.. i did not eat the cake though, being left out all the way and u want me sit there eat the cake quietly?? so dear came back.. i became hopeful.. hoped that she will tok to me or ask me why i dun eat.. nope.. nth like that came.. u took the cake and walked away telling ur friends it was delicious and u are eating the second piece.. i was like WTF!!

so i sat there again.. reminds me of the time i kanna punish sit outside discipline office during recess.. watching pple tok but yet i can only sit there.. not that i dun have a choice though.. i could actually just walk over and tok to everyone.. but they were like already treating me invisible for the whole time and i should walk over and say something?

dear came back.. i was hopeful for the second time.. this time the sentence really knocked me off my senses.. "you want go back?" (-_-") i was like thinking am i like a speck of dirt to u suddenly.. i tried to not make u chase me away.. i tried to stay by asking how about you.. you told me u can go home by urself.. disappointed me just walked back to my car..

u took ur things from my car.. say "thanks bye" without looking at me.. walked away to join your friends.. i know i have walked out on u before.. have u known how many times u walked out on me without knowing?? retarded me me me me!

not even a single message from you till now..

fyp

2009-08-20T04:20:00.003+08:00

finally ended my fyp presentation on monday (or so i thought) below are some of the pictures taken after our presentation..

today woke up around 11.. cause chun zheng call me to tell me that i have to re-present my project again.. alone this time.. because of my poor attendance, they wan me to present to make sure that i have done smth in the project and to moderate my marks.. as expected, i was bombed alot of questions but i answered all =P

my E.I.D test is like 2 days away.. after that just need to chiong my report and i can finish everything le.. damn scared of E.I.D now.. cause i know fucking miss lau is out to fail me.. got to pass no matter wat.. haiz..

the rest of them are planning to go thailand.. did not wanna go actually becos lack of money.. but then dun wanna be a wet blanket.. so i just agreed... hope my parents are at least willing to sponsor my 250 for my air tix and hotel ba.. i doubt i will spend much there anyway..

wat a day

2009-08-17T02:19:00.002+08:00

went to work on saturday at 6pm in the evening.. wasn't really looking forward to it as Cosmic Gate was gonna spin at zouk that day.. which means it gonna be super uber ultra busy day for us.. haha.. we were really not disappointed, we had a hell of a day at work.. i could swear i almost wanted to go home halfway through..

went down to jurong today to finish up our powerpoint because tomorrow is our final presentation already.. feeling kinda nervous now.. just did finish my powerpoint slides.. think i gonna go take a shower and decide whether i am gonna sleep or write some pointers on a card so that i wun go out of point during my presentation..

happy belated bday joyce~

2009-08-15T05:56:00.007+08:00

to all those who are reading my blog now starting from this post, i just wanna say you guys are all very special to me.. if not i wouldn't have invited you to view my blog.. i am sure i made many mistakes in life, some which may have offended you along the way.. i just wanna apologise for everything i have done.. i thank god, if there is one, or if i believe there is one, for bringing you into my life and i really treasure you guys.. peace =)

went to marina barrage to celebrate joyce's 18th belated bday.. haha.. birthday celebration can be both happy and scary at the same time.. of course must be happy cause its a time of celebration but scary to see how time flies.. i knew joyce when she came to my secondary sch in sec 1 and cause she is joanne's younger sister.. she was that kind of nerdy nerdy type then, but look at her now.. lol~

wei luo made a cake for her.. well he claimed he did 20% lah.. so we just give him the benefit of the doubt loh.. haha.. the cake overall tasted not bad, maybe too sour on the cream.. i brought eunice along too.. long time never see her, but guess she didn't change much.. =P

woke up late today.. was suppose to report to work at 9pm but woke up at 11.15pm.. rushed down to work.. realise my lips like got pimple.. was damn irritated by it.. but as i worked, i realise that it was not a pimple.. my lips for dunno what reasons swell like a sassuage.. in the end i punch out at 1.30.. worked only for like 1 and half hour.. haiz.. next pay sure chui one..

anyway monday is gonna be my final presentation for the project.. hope all goes well ba.. after the project i got to write my final report and to study for my EID test.. after that i am free le!! =) yeah~ i still have not watched "UP" yet.. damn sad.. normally when i really wanted to watch a show, i will watch it during the first few days it comes out.. but until now i still not yet watch.. cause of my work, project and of course my broken relationship..

if u are wondering how i feel now.. i also really dunno how to describe.. guess i am quite depressed over the matter ba.. but if she is happy the way she is now, i guess i have to move on and feel happy for her too.. ever since i lost janice, i swear to myself i will never cry for another broken relationship.. i just wan to move on, make new friends along the way and enjoy my life..

emo

2009-08-12T03:42:00.002+08:00

i swore i could have seen my reflection grinned and said "spare tire" to me =\

drained

2009-08-09T05:18:00.002+08:00

i feel so tired.
i feel so lonely.
i am willing to give up 10 years of my life just to forget everything or for time to fast forward so i can get over it.
we've done nothing wrong,
maybe we tried to love too hard.
where is the sunshine after the rain which i had been telling myself everytime we quarrelled?
guess it will never rise for us again.

gone

2009-08-08T19:34:00.002+08:00

i am single again.. i shall not rant about what happen.. lets just say she made the decision which she felt is best for both party..

2009-08-08T18:00:00.001+08:00

cravings for chocolate chip muffin

MC day~

2009-08-06T04:12:00.003+08:00

did not go to school today as i woke up late.. cause i did not receive any morning call.. =\ my test suppose to start at 9am sharp.. but i woke up already 10 plus.. that bitch sure fail me.. so i just went to get a MC and hope for the best..

goodbye xabi alonso.. u are gonna be another michael owen.. want you stay also u dun wan.. fuk off from liverpool u a$$~
the new liverpool player coming in to replace xabi alonso.. ALBERTO AQUILANI~ may the italian triumph over the spanish.. lol~

had some cockup in work today again.. dunno why now so accident-prone.. went home at 3, diana call me when i was opposite my house.. ask me go office take pay.. i was like wth~ just now ask u say dun have.. now i reach home u say come office.. but i did the stupidest thing which was to go back zouk and take.. lol~ cause really too broke.. somemore tml going out with my ass gf dun think 15 dollar is enough =P

fyp presentation

2009-08-04T21:23:00.003+08:00

first of all i would like to wish janice chia a happy 19th birthday.. took this pic from her facebook cause i dun have any of her pic in my com =P hope u dun mind if u are reading this.. lol!

today had to present my project to our 5 supervisors.. 45% weightage okay!! cannot anyhow play play.. anyway it was a disaster lah.. stupid lau chay hia keep bombing our project.. stupid bitch.. hope other supervisors give face add more marks a bit help cover up the marks which she failed us..

played pool with dried eyes is damn irritating.. i think i really can't wear contact lens for long.. feeling damn down dunno why.. sorry for showing attitude =\ my eyes were frustrating me and my mood wasn't at its best..

well till now things did not improve one bit.. we just can't stop quarreling over the slightest thing.. u keep getting angry and i also keep getting frustrated at ur attitude.. neither of us is willing to give way..

tml is E.I.D test.. still have not studied.. think if i open the book now i also dunno how to study.. i am gonna wake up tml and tell myself, "gosh its wednesday again, gotta see lau chay hia for the whole day".. standard for every wednesday =P

oh yah.. i have 2 videos of yi yan doing her presentation.. currently uploading to youtube.. taking very long.. will update u all the link so that u all can see the top student of our class..

tell me tell me what i should do.. give me any advice will do.. u dun have to leave ur name on the tagboard if u wan..

back

2009-08-02T07:40:00.003+08:00

have not posted for a long time again.. shall not give myself any excuses.. i am lazy.. lol! kk i catch up on some things ba.. went prawning with ivan and chun zheng.. lazy liting say wan come then never come.. lol! i not on form that day.. didn't catch much.. guess the prawns are also sleeping.. cause its like 2am plus in the morning.. didn't go sch the next day for e.i.d =X

went for my school run.. cause got to support my project supervisor.. he ask us go run we must run.. -.-" watch NP girls' soccer vs ITE all stars.. lol~ NP lost 2-1.. sad life for them.. but they do have some good players.. i am Dee Mei's no.1 fan and chun zheng is Rebecca's no.1 fan.. lol! met Swee Leng the stupid ball picker.. check out my facebook for my blackmail pics.. ~ =P

woke up late today.. first thing of course check phone and mood drop liao.. shall not say further..
went for work and it was f**king busy.. i kanna bar 3 bill control and i was totally slammed.. i almost lost my temple quite a no. of times with a few customers.. jackie went home early today cause tml got flea market.. jeremy lim came up from bar 2 to take over as bar 3 in charge and i went down bar 2 to take charge.. my first time taking charge of a whole bar and i lost a freaking bottle.. stupid customer see us not looking and took home his finished bottle without letting us know.. dunno wed go back work will kanna by oliver a not -.-"

mood didn't improve after finding out something too.. will also not say further.. past is the past.. think for the future and live happily during the present thats what i believe.. got to wake up at 10 later to pray my aunt.. shall go take nap till then.. chowz pple.. i will update regularly.. see i kept my promise ^^

haizz

2009-06-29T00:24:00.002+08:00

went to visit my aunt after i woke up today.. her oxygen level wasn't very good.. somemore now shifted to isolation ward cause her lungs and heart very weak.. had to wear mask just to see her also..

met the rest for dinner which was around 10 plus.. chat a bit and went home cause kenneth wanted to go his gf house instead of meeting us.. and chris use his usual mysterious-ness and disappear without saying anything..

going for my army medical checkup tml.. which means i will face my greatest fear again.. hope everything goes smoothly.. project still not done also.. hope to finish by tml (cross fingers)

if u are expecting me to say something abt the breakup and i can only say i have no comment.. guess u wanted to move on also anyway.. so i just wish ya all the best in whatever u do.. hope u can fulfil ur dreams to be a model or air stewardess =)

correct? wrong?

2009-06-28T05:46:00.002+08:00

broke up today.. was feeling damn damn down.. mother seems to realise my attitude in the afternoon so she didn't nag much at me even though i never pack my bed and stuff like that.. still thinking if i had made a right decision.. was i too rash?

i used to joke say after u made ur braces, i will pei bu shang you.. but deep down in me.. i know that may happen.. i used to tell myself, actually i am not so bad wat.. many pretty girls out there the bf also kanna "buang" one.. but i never expected you, of all the people to say that sentence back at me..

maybe u did try not to tell me.. u said the sentence halfway, of course i will force u to finish it.
maybe u didn't meant what you said..
maybe i took wat you said too hard on myself..

you tried to calm the situation by saying u are not the type who go for looks.. but you just didn't know u made me feel worse because by saying that means u were not joking abt that sentence u told me..

u can say i value my pride alot.. but by saying that my love wasn't strong for u, did u really meant it.. i admit i aint a good bf.. i can't afford to bring u to restaurants, i can't buy you things u like, i dunno how to plan a day..etc

but what u didn't know was that i really am trying my best.. i stopped gambling ( well maybe sometimes a 20 dollar bet wouldn't harm i supposed -.-" ) i made it a point to bring u home safely every time we meet.. i just hope to make u smile everyday if possible..

recently u asked me why i keep skipping my meals.. i just didn't want to admit that i was saving money to buy the heels u really liked.. no matter how hungry i just waited till i got home and made some bread or noodles.. of course the lazy me will just sleep it off most of the time.

i wished we can just start afresh.. i wished we can just moved on tgt.. i waited for a message or maybe just a hint that u really want to save this r/s.. nope.. my phone was just the wallpaper of us staring back at me.. life sux? i rest my case..

sux0rz feeling

2009-06-16T23:18:00.004+08:00

haha.. been so long since i last log into here.. even almost forgot i had a blog le until i go google my own email and saw the blog.. haha.. anyway doubt anyone would be here reading my blog anymore.. lol~

having lots of problem currently... firstly of course its wat everyone is facing too.. its none other than money ^^ haha.. currently damn damn damn broke now.. owe huang 50, owe xing 50, owe luo 245.. haiz.. my next month gst offset got to use to return debts.. been skipping meals the past few days.. hope to get the pair of high heels dear had her eyes on..

2nd problem is of course my relationship.. quarrelled with dear yesterday.. but doubt is anything serious lah.. we will get through thick and thin tgt one right?

3rd is becos of my aunt.. she has fallen ill and wat makes it worse is becos of her old age.. doctors can't do much abt her.. lets just hope her will to carry on living will bring her through this obstacle ba.. she will be discharging tml, but i doubt that is a good idea cause she can't really walk and by going home will make it a burden to the rest of my aunts and uncles.. but she has been such an impt figure in all our lives, so we will do the best we can..

wei luo has finally gotten his own car which is a Lancer EX.. haiz.. my dream car.. why of all car it has to be this one.. -.-" nvm lah.. after army i will get my own better car.. haha.. feeling damn down right now.. but life is like that lol~

saddddd

2009-04-15T01:37:00.002+08:00

caught the fast and the furious yesterday.. well the show itself was not bad.. i expected to see nicer cars.. no doubt all are good and fast car.. i would just prefer if they had that colourful and sporty look.. haha ^^

and tonight is gonna be the 2nd leg for the liverpool and chelsea match.. i just wish liverpool will overcome this 3-1 scoreline.. gonna be damn sad if liverpool is going to be out of europe.. haiz..

just feeling so so so lonely.. its like nobody cares anymore.. i just facebook everyday till morning and sleep till the next evening.. how interesting my life is huh =( i am wasting my youth away!!

wat the hell -.-"

2009-04-08T03:45:00.002+08:00

did not turn up for school today.. cause i was helping val do her assignment which she claim is 60% of her mark.. haha.. it was a essay about the difference our parents generation to our generation.. did till 4am plus and was like dead exhuasted in head.. and still the night did not end so smoothly for me..

dun want to say wat happen.. no use tokking abt it.. but wat the person said made alot of sense actually.. maybe pple shouldn't pretend and show others things which aren't actually true on the inside.. it will only confuse others and create a misunderstanding..

it seems u aren't ready.. i can accept tat.. maybe its better we keep it at that.. i dun wan to be another person to hurt ya again and spoil that status u have been dreading abt.. been gaming like a nerd these 2 days.. lol! facebook is killing me.. i was gangbanged in mafia wars! omfg~ is that even possible -.-"

suddenly felt so lonely all of the sudden.. is like.. when i look at the phone.. i dun know who to message.. i wan to go out.. but dunno who to call.. i just laze around hoping someone will just pop me a message.. every msn chat or message even if its a single "hi" seems to brighten me up a little.. too bad i only had 2 =\

pple keep saying they feel insecure around me.. am i really that actractive? a person who have lots of girls around me waiting for me to accept them? i dun know why sia.. its like so hard for me to find someone to go out with me.. and still they say things like that? -.-" maybe its becos i try too hard not to be lonely.. thats why i had added so many unknown friends who will randomly message me once in a while to cause this kinda feelings..

just show me some love..
even if u can't, just tell me..
i dun really care if its unreal..
i just wan to know i am being loved.. =(

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2009-03-16T20:54:00.003+08:00

thanks siow ling for listening to what i have to say and for all ur advices.. she is right ba.. only by really loving a person, you will be able to accept him/her with no second thoughts.. can u?

i feel so confuse.. so insecure..

i suddenly find myself hessitating every step i take to be closer to u..

should this really be the way?

=)

2009-03-12T03:58:00.003+08:00

work was crap today.. i was the only person being sent to phuture to help out.. stupid stupid stupid.. so fcuking crowded lah for god sake! can't they see i already damn tired~ sian.. later still got to wake up early for the IT show.. then after that still got to go zouk work again till 4am.. then got to wake up early again for the IT show -.- its gonna continue all the way to sunday~ =(

no choice lah.. hope this can make me financially stable again.. spend too much during the taiwan trip.. still owe my credit card 400+ dollars.. lol! sent my car to workshop today to repair my bumper.. taking public transport is such a hassle.. got to keep reminding myself to tap my ez link when i get down the bus..

2 bday coming up.. rebecca lum and lorrina.. haha.. means got to think of what to buy for present liao.. lucky rebecca's present already bought le ^^ well.. looking forward to slacking and chilling out with friends.. we are all getting older le!!

guess my miss yap is sleeping soundly now.. tml gonna be a busy day for her ^^ must work hard k!! cannot panic just because its very busy ya.. no matter how busy we only have a pair of hands (thats what i always tell myself during those busy days) work at a speed which is suitable for u.. its not worth to make a mistake and end up paying more money than what u earn =)

just started watching Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni series.. i know its a old show.. i mean at least if i start watching shows which she normally watch then we can have 1 more common topic to tok abt mah.. rather than i always see my anime and she tok abt those actor or actress who i dun even know exist..

l4d

2009-03-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

been playing l4d the past few nights.. haha.. thanks to huang for transfering the game to me.. lucky its holiday period.. if nt i wun be attending sch in time le.. lol!

went for my IT fair training today.. i dun even know if it should be called a training.. cause basically the in charge just gave us some paper and booklet and ask us to memorise as much as we can.. thats all -.-"

i kept thinking abt it.. i regretted asking that stupid question.. now that i know the answer, i kept thinking abt it even more.. thanks for being truthful anyway.. We cannot let the past cloud our perception of the future.. maybe my mindset was a little childish.. it was not something u wanted if u had known what would have happened anyway.. looking at ur sms when i reached home, i felt kinda better in the end..

taiwan trip

2009-03-09T03:58:00.014+08:00

back from my taiwan trip on saturday.. weather was wet and freaking cold over there.. around 10-15 degrees.. shopped quite a bit and now damn broke liao.. haha.. bought altogether 1 jacket, 3 t-shirts, 1 berms and 1 pair of shoes.. spend a total of 1.4k including air fair and lodging o.O

shall be posting quite a number of pics.. so will caption them to show more abt the trip =)

singapore changi airport

on the plane towards HK for transit

HK International Airport

outside our hotel

the dogs are all damn big and friendly over there

random pic

first night at taiwan

we went to STAGE too early before it was open.. so went to a massage parlour to relax and chill =P

STAGE (wasn't allowed to take pic actually)

the MRT over there

shilin night market

there wasn't anything to do late in the night.. so we went for bowling.. bought ice cream despite the cold weather cause we just felt that it was cheaper than singapore

chris doing what he does best

Lunch at Ding Tai Fung.. there was even a heater on the outside to heal warm the customers while they are queuing..

in the cab (on the way to taipei 101)

at taipei 101.. one of the seven wonders of the world ^^ just as its name says, there are altogether 101 stories.. the big yellow circular thing is a Wind Damper.. it is designed to resist wind pressure and be flexible.. it can overcome conflict and reduce movement up to 40% (just some background knowledge to share)

random pics inside the 101

bought some kind of biscuit stuff back for my family.. took a pic with the tai-mei salesgirl

the baby is damn cute !

had some snowflakes stuff.. better than those in singapore.. but not advisable to eat due to the cold weather over there =

went to this 24 hours bookstore.. lots of books.. like a library liddat.. there was a picture of edison outside.. so decided to pose with his umbrella lol~

on the way back to SG

recap

2009-03-01T14:16:00.004+08:00

yeah~ finally its my holiday le.. gonna be free for 3 weeks before sch fyp start =P hoho! anyway 3 more days before my taiwan trip.. can't wait for it ^^ hope my GST offset ($200) comes in today.. so good to be 21 ya.. can receive money from government.. lol~

anyway went to vivo to celebrate shobana bday yesterday.. zee never upload the pic so i can't grab it from her =X so coincident inping went also.. fated eh ^^ or must be she is stalking me from somewhere.. (i reach first so cannot be is i stalking her =P)

i swear from today onwards i gonna stop gambling.. maybe 4d once in a while should be alright lah.. i gonna close my eyes when i walk past singapore pools.. i am not gonna visit asianbookie anymore.. lol~ i am gonna stop using the phrase "dun believe ah? wanna bet?"

work was horrible.. i am not gonna say much abt it.. if not if anyone from work see this post then say i talking bad abt others.. i am just gonna forget abt it.. but i will nt tolerate if he wanna try to have another go at me.. i swear even if it cost me this job..

should be gonna work at the IT fair.. most likely under Dell ba.. must wait for xing to cfm with me.. though till now he never mention anything abt it except for saying must go for training de.. lol~

one more to go~

2009-02-25T11:34:00.003+08:00

last paper is on thursday!! muahaha.. however think i did quite badly for the exams.. esp. EM3A =\ maths always tend to stress me out.. but who cares.. its over now.. lets just look ahead ^^ will be going sch to study later.. waiting for chun zheng and the rest to finish their exam at 4pm.. so means i have lots of free time now.. why can't i make use of this time to revise? cause i dun even know a single thing myself abt the module =P

only 10 more days away before my taiwan trip.. think if i start saving now also not enough time le.. haha.. somemore i never work last wednesday, today and this coming saturday.. think my pay less than a 100 =(
went for zouk's APB (Asia Pacific Brewery) tour.. purpose was to learn more abt how they brew the beer..etc. however i think most of our purpose was to go there to enjoy the free flow of beer.. haha.. i was dead bloated.. drank Tiger, Heineken, Anchor, Baron's, Erdinger White, Erdinger Black, ABC ginseng (horrible!!)..

met up with the rest of the clique with inping.. had dinner with lots of hums (thanks to her).. lol~ woke up with a terrible stomachache this morning.. must be cause of the poison!

shall blog abt during the long absence of me from january till now maybe after my exam ba =)

i never knew it would be this miserable without u by my side.

=X

2009-02-18T01:19:00.001+08:00

yah sorry pple.. guess i forgot that i actually have a blog.. haha.. now currently exam week so shall not be blogging.. will be blogging back again after my exams which is on the 26th of feb (last paper) =)

FLAMINGO =)

=(

2009-01-30T01:27:00.003+08:00

was supposed to go double o with the rest today.. but somehow was feeling kinda moody.. damn it..

i just dun know what i am feeling sometime.. what is it that i really want in life?

finally rest~

2009-01-25T07:59:00.007+08:00

finally CNY has arrived ^^ muahaha.. which means can gamble, collect ang bao..etc. have been busy working for the past few days, need $$$ for my taiwan trip.. lol~ oh yeah my citibank clear card has finally arrived! my first credit card ^^

received a belated present from jennifer.. thanks thanks and many thanks =) this is the first time someone made something for me... really appreciate it alot ^^ promise to treasure it de..

just came home from supper with wan ting and yuxiang.. was quite tired actually but dunno why suddenly so awake now.. kanna caught by Oliver.. later sure let them say i going wan ting..etc. dunno why zouk staff sometimes like exaggerate over simple actions.. -.-" sometimes the way they say things abt me, makes me feel that i am the only straight guy working at zouk.. think gonna go shop for my CNY shoes later.. lol! i love last mintue shopping Y^^

life has been rather sucky for me.. been staying at home reading online manga, go school then go

work.. lol! boringggg.... its bad enough to be single, but with a group of friends who are attached or in army, its seems kinda lonely somehow..

i doubt she even missed me -.-"

i can go bang wall le

2009-01-22T03:37:00.002+08:00

hoho.. i have not attended school 2 days in a row liao.. Tan Ai Leng is sure gonna fuck my backside when she sees me.. think she gonna debar me again -.-" bah... better attend all my em3a lectures before something bad happens.. lol~

auntie auntie auntie.. woke up so early however never call me wake up -.-" lol~ make me sleep shiok shiok till afternoon then ownself go sleep when i wake up.. thanks to my judi for helping me sign for lecture =P

my friend asked me today.. how to make ur girlfriend happy? i wanted to give him some suggestions but stopped suddenly.. it just struck me that i can't seem to think of anything.. i only can remembered all the things i did which she got angry abt.. wierd =\ well.. guess its for the best that i am single for the time being.. dun wanna break anyone's heart or make anyone angry =)

study modeeeee!

2009-01-21T03:00:00.003+08:00

skipped sch today again =P haha.. yileen called me awake in the afternoon.. always i go then she never go.. i never go then she go -.- wth lah~ lol! wednesday is here again.. think tml after pract shall go home and sleep.. unless auntie can wake up on time -.-" which i highly doubt so..

mum just nagged at me.. was damn irritating lah.. just becos i asked her for 400 dollars for my taiwan trip in march.. nag and nag and nag.. keep saying abt me never save money, never study, car damage also lazy repair, always only care abt r/s... etc.

next few days will be working.. all the way till saturday.. so may not be blogging.. must tong all the way.. scared next week they schdule me lesser days to work.. so must chiong and make up for lost hours.. ^^

should i follow my heart or my mind?

PDP retest success~

2009-01-20T00:37:00.002+08:00

muahaha! woke up at 10.30 just to study for the stupid PDP.. but was spending my time mostly reading manga (Historys Strongest Disciple Kenichi).. nice nice ^^ finally found another manga to indulge myself in.. blehx =P

so i went to school.. thinking how much i am gonna flunk my PDP and blah blah.. walk into the class and saw my own PDP lecturer.. all the usual failures around the class as well.. got myself fairly acquainted with a few of them le.. so we were like passing around answers, taking notes from the pocket..etc.

the lecturer was like damn nuah.. he said he dun wan us fail so will tell us the formula if we dunno.. when i tried to ask him for the formula.. he basically told me which number to divide and multiply.. i was like wtf (why dun u just do the paper for me)..

anyway what he did not know that although retest are kept at 50%, i was on MC for the main common test.. so means this paper is still 100% to me =P he did not help in the theory though.. i should be able to get 60% for this paper i guess ^^ did not wanna ask too much.. it wasn't fair =P i am a person with integrity okay!

up and running~

2009-01-19T11:27:00.003+08:00

yap.. first of all.. happy new year to everyone.. its a brand new start and a brand new beginning.. muahaha.. ItS a SunNy YeLLoW BanAnA DaY~~ its been some time since i last updated so just do some catch up a bit..

Status
currently single.. lol~ its better this way ^^ recession period.. less working days for me which means less money.. lesser one mouth to feed and spend on also gd ba.. i am not stingy, just being realistic =P

Work
Zouk just started this saving money scheme.. they will be schedule-ing us to work instead of the usual wed, fri, sat.. which means i cannot get to choose le.. if they put me work only 1 day on that week means i can only work 1 day =( how sia liddat.. 1 week actually can earn 180 or so become 50+ only.. stressed -.-"

Birthday
celebrated my bday with my friends and family this year.. both celebration were great and memorable.. special thanks to my parents for all my fav food at my aunt house, aunts and uncles for the cake and presents ^^ of course not forgetting my friends:

Auntie Rose- For the wine, and making it possible to be held at NANA
Christopher- For the wallet, however demerit points for emo-ing and making me drunk so early.
Sze Heng- For the wallet, invitation to friends, and taking care of everyone there.
Wei Luo- For the wallet, and taking care of everyone too .
Wei Huang- It wun be the same if u aren't there lol!
Yu Xiang- For the cake, and taking care of my vomit spot ! lol~
Becca, Wadi, Uen Ho, Ronnie- For the red packet and being there to celebrate for me.
Jiaying, Karen, Jeffery- For the cake and being there to celebrate for me.
Huiling, Yenting, Mika- Thanks for making it there. (Thanks Huiling for the movie treat ya ^^)

i wun be uploading the photos here.. too many and it will like flood the whole blog page along with this long post.. lol~ received a Bally wallet, 2 watches, and up to $600 red packet =) thanks thanks thanks.. Thanks pris for the cake too ya ^^ photos are all uploaded in my friendster.

anyway today is my PDP retest.. have not even started studying yet.. i have approximately 4 hours or so to study something which i have not touch a whole semester =P sounds hard eh.. i just hope for a 40 marks range can le.. its okay to fail at least u try =X

CNY is coming.. anyone wanna sign up for gambling sessions? lol~ the more the merrier.. cause i get to win more money =X confidence? nah just feeling lucky ^^

oh yah.. gotta re edit this post to add on this special paragraph.. i just got the feeling i was missing out someone.. thanks kenneth for able to spend ur dinner with me instead of gf ya.. ^^

i am damn tired

2008-12-19T05:55:00.002+08:00

haiz.. just came back from work.. went to sch in the morning.. stupid boring lecture by the teacher for 3 hours or so.. after that went down to autobac to see if i can buy the sticker remover.. it cost 12 dollars but i only had 10 dollars with me.. haiz.. no choice.. other day then buy..

went home and slept till evening.. go to work.. kinda slack day.. thought abt her again.. i wonder if she is having fun tokking with all her guy friends and going out with them.. must be ba.. i log in her msn to see if she got block me, got alot of offline messages by the guys.. =\

i guess she really know how to move on.. i should too.. haiz.. tml still got to work.. start at 7 somemore.. why so many pple still club when its gonna be recession soon! argghh~~

omg

2008-12-18T05:56:00.002+08:00

sian just finished work.. stupid zouk still dun wan to give us our pay.. arghh~ i have totally 0 in my wallet le.. haiz.. just now wan buy biscuit also got to use my car cash card sia.. haiz.. now still owe wei luo 40 and sze heng 20 lah.. omg.. think i must borrow money from my mother to pump petrol.. then still got to service my car.. so many things to do mann..

mrs ong called me in the morning.. reminded me that tml (which is later today) i have to attend my PPP.. a stupid module which i only have to attend once for 4 hours so that i can graduate... arghh.. i wanna watch twilight.. but now pris no longer with me le.. how how how?

omg i think i miss her damn alot lah.. haiz.. but no choice lah.. i just change my blog song.. think it suit the current situation very well.. but i know her love for me have faltered a bit.. christmas and my birthday is coming le.. does this means i have to celebrate myself? i am shuddering at the thought of it.. haiz.. will she ever understand me?

haiz

2008-12-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

yes.. another day passed.. quarrelled again.. i really dun know how to stop it le.. we quarrel almost every single day.. maybe cause she feel that she deserve something better than what i have to offer..

this time we quarrelled because i was suppose to meet her at 12.. but i woke up at 1.20.. so she said she dun have the mood to go out anymore.. i was like wtf.. nvm.. cause i know its my fault so i never argued much.. i just apologise, hoping she would forgive me (yah right as if things were that easy) so of course she felt that this was a matter worth getting angry over again..

she complained that she got ready and waited stupidly for me.. i mean she sms me said wake up tell her.. then why would u still go get ready and wait "stupidly" for that person.. =\ somehow its wierd.. maybe due to the global warming and economic crisis thats why pple tend to act differently ba..

yes i know many of u said i complain alot but why dun i let her go.. its true things aren't turning out right for us.. she just needs more love, care and affection.. something i can't give because i have to juggle my time between friends, work and her.. family only comes once in a while in these circumstances too..

why why.. why am i so stressed up over a r/s.. isn't a r/s where both person needs to understand each other, can communicate freely.. i admit i might not always be there for her.. esp during my sch time and my work time.. but what can i do.. my life just can't adapt to her liking, but i am just pulling this r/s along borrowed time..

break is definitely not a solution for me.. i know i will never find a better girl than her elsewhere.. call me selfish if u like.. even if both of us suffer, i just can't let a girl like her go.. unless of course she is the one who pushes me off..

i just hope this borrowed time can last longer than i expect it ba.. maybe by then my stubborn mind will be willing to let her go.. i just pray i can have more happy moments tgt with her to remember before it all crumbles ba...

last paperrrr!

2008-12-11T03:39:00.002+08:00

rawr.. just finish work.. supposed to go chun zheng house watch soccer and study but that fucker never pick up my call.. asshole~

never turn up for my paper today.. did not really have the mood to study.. wanted to study throughout the night but was feeling very tired so i slept till morning.. did not wan to get a single digit mark for my exam so i went to get an mc..

fucking amk polyclinic was packed as usual.. went to get my queue number and realise that there was more than a 100 pple in front of me.. i was like wtf.. so i just threw away the paper and went back to bishan K K Tan clinic.. went through the normal procedure.. said i had diarrehea and must pay 20 dollars for the medicine and the mc.. omg i am so broke now..

tml is the last paper.. muahaha.. shall study early in the morning with the rest.. but at night got to work.. then maybe can indulge myself in some dota or sports.. haha..

and she didn't even message me once....

difference

2008-12-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

pple have always known me as a childish person.. cause i do childish things.. however to me, i just feel that its okay to do childish things.. i mean whats wrong with being young at heart.. is going to the zoo childish? no i dun think so.. is going to wild wild wet or escape theme park childish? no i dun think so.. but i have always been branded as childish if i came up with suggestions like this..

i dun consider myself smart.. but i know sometimes in life there are many small issues which might upset u.. but i always think to myself if its worth getting upset over a not.. even if big issues, one like zhixing and janice getting tgt at my expense.. yes i was upset over it.. maybe even till now.. but is it worth it, i ask myself.. why should i lose a friend over a girl i loved.. and when i know she is happier being tgt with my friend.. right? thats life and i accept that..

what i have been typing till now is connected.. my r/s just ended again.. because i ask her to off the light which she on.. i mean if u are half-awake.. and the light just came on, would u be irritated? so she unwillingly off it back, saying i ordered her to do it.. so after a while i got up and changed, then i on the light to find my spects and off it back myself and we went home.. on the way home she was sulking.. she said that i still had to on back the light in the end..

so she got angry as usual, not accepting my apology..etc. so i just mumbled to myself fuck it which she heard and was not very pleased... in msn we quarreled.. and she started to blow.. said things like "ya lah.. i always in the wrong lah.. i always pick up quarrel and make things hard for the r/s"..etc. i mean if u know then why still get angry over this kind of thing..

this is what i mean by childish.. i dunno what else can u call that attitude.. hmm.. headstrong? petty? but it still lead back to childishness cause she felt that she was unfairly treated because she had to off back a light switch which she on which resulted it in being on back before we left home..

wtf.. anyway just blogging to let out my stress before i go study for tml's paper.. fuck it.. who needs to be in a r/s.. i am happily single !

it just had to end this way

2008-11-28T12:46:00.002+08:00

so what can i say.. it lasted for 6 months and 8 days.. maybe the happiest 6 months and 8 days of my life ba.. i tot we were perfect.. i had changed so much for u and yet things still came to an end..

yes i understand u sacrifice alot of ur time for me.. u neglect ur friends, ur studies, ur online gaming..etc. thanks for everything.. but u never thought that i had done the same for u.. maybe except for the study part..

i tried tokking to u nicely.. but u just had to get angry.. i told u not to be so sensitive and u got angry, i told u not to be so narrow minded and u got angry.. if i can't even communicate properly with u, then how can things turn out for the better..

there is always a limit to each relationship but it depends on the couple to understand each other more to break this limit.. and u just had to tell me maybe this was our limit and thanked me for everything..

u got jealous when girls tok to me on my msn, and u get angry when i signed in ur msn on ur com and guys tok to u.. shouldn't it be me instead? =\ i dunno ba.. maybe someone out there can make u understand better..

in the end u told me u didn't want to break.. i accepted that, even though it pains me to see how fragile this relationship was that u are just able to break and patch as freely as u wish..

came down with food poisoning yest. vomited once before going to sch.. another time in sch.. and 2 more times after i see a doctor.. i was bedridden with a high fever.. i could not even lift myself to bathe the whole day.. and what did u do.. u just told me u were sick too.. and u complained this morning that i didn't even sms u or do anything the whole of yest. even though i knew u were sick.. u sacarsticly told me that "oh yah u were sick".. how am i suppose to accept that.. u think i wished to be sick? why dun u ask my friends in sch or my mother how sick i was yest.?

after saying so much.. i think u will still just not understand.. cause this relationship is all about u right? the relationship is steady when u are happy but the whole thing just toppled when u get angry.. i have no say in this relationship... i only can hold on to it to try make it last longer..

but u know.. i have feelings too.. oh yah.. you didn't know.. so.. whatever..~

day at nyp

2008-08-15T00:20:00.005+08:00

Went down to NYP to study with dear today.. her friend yong xing came and they were both studying hard, except me =\ so i decided to excuse myself and went to find pei koon and her friends.. it was then elisa came down to sch and met up with me..

She needed a NYP card to buy a business management lanyard but she never bring hers so i borrowed from dear.. but somehow it caused my dear to be so upset cause i was with a girl.. lol~ so cute of her..

so she angry with me throughout the afternoon till we got home.. haha.. finally managed to appease her =X blehx~

happy 2nd month anniversary!

2008-07-21T00:18:00.009+08:00

yeps.. today is the second month anniversary of our love story.. actually not today lah.. half and hour ago =P haha.. i wanna thank dear for the wallet she gave me.. sorry i did not give anything in return.. hope u enjoyed the day as much as i did ^^ love u always!

SINGAPORE FLYER

Random Pics Of My Dear 20/07/08

Other Interesting Sights Near The Flyer

Just Us ^^

Loving Her Always~

Webcam Mania!

cuz my mei ask me to do ^^

2008-07-04T00:18:00.002+08:00

[QUIZ]

1. Describe about yourself?
i am trying to lead a happy-go-lucky life.. and i thinking i am doing quite well with it ^^

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
England, Liverpool

3. What's your favourite thing(s)to do?
Soccer, Sleep, Gaming

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Hell yeah! If i can buy myself a Lamborghini, i will be too happy till i go nuts =)

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true,what would it be?
Superhuman strength with immortality <<-- smth like hancock except for the getting vulnerable when u are near ur loved ones part

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
maybe if i am a farmer who keep growing vegetable with spinach for breakfast, brocolli for lunch and lettuce for dinner

7. Do you think there is such thing called 'LOVE'?
yap

8. What is love?
the feeling towards someone so strong that it would make u happy just to see her happy ^^

9. What do you dream of doing in the future?
i just wan a stable job.. not very ambitious.. no need a luxurious life.. just a good life can le~

10. List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.
sweet, adorable, the greatest ahmei <<--vivian

11. What makes you happy?
seeing her happy

12. What type of person do you hate most?
showing disregard to the elderly and pple who only think for themselves

13. Where do you see yourself 10 yrs down the road?
married, working hard to support the family and bringing my kids to the zoo ^^ lol~

14. At what age do you intend to get married?
maybe 26 or 27 years old

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
i treasure everything in life

16. Who is the most important person/s in your life?
my family, my friends and my love, priscilla goh

17. WHO IS THE PERSON U HATE THE MOST?
i dun hate pple. i just avoid those that i think are not worthy to be called friends

18. The love of your life now.
priscilla goh qing rui

19. What will you do to make yourself taller?
if i make myself taller i dun think i am able to kiss her le =X

20. Would you rather follow your heart or mind when deciding for the right one?
i follow my heart. the mind games come at the later part~ lol!

happy birthday to my dear ^^

2008-07-01T01:39:00.013+08:00

celebrated my dear's birthday last saturday.. had to pang seh my zouk colleague on their most busy day of the month.. haha.. sorry guys =X

anyway it was a freaking tired day.. cause i had to work on friday night.. and did not sleep cause need to marinate the food and buy some extra stuff.. we tried the new way of starting the fire.. it was pretty good.. maybe we could use that day from now on.. lol~

anyway there alcohol.. and i spotted the melion yuxiang.. poor guy.. lol~ and i was scolded by dunno gillian or abigail for making him drink =\ chris was scolded by a girl on that day.. and it certainly still drives him crazy even till this day..

BDAY VIDEO

BDAY VIDEO

die die~

2008-06-26T05:01:00.003+08:00

met up with vivian mei finally.. haha.. always say wan meet but then end up never de.. cause she is such a busy girl and she have a boyfriend from *****.. shall not say lah later she angry.. haha...

Hi Benedict

1. You did not show up in the ECAM tutorial today. Any special reason?
2. You failed your ECAM common test, you must contact me at 6******* for your mark and remedial action.
3. This is your 2nd attempt for this module. You are aware of the consequences of failing the repeat module. You must work harder now, before it is too late.
4. Contact me as soon as possible.

Regards.
Mrs Lim-Tan Wan Cheng
ECAM Lecturer.

and i got another email from another lecturer ( Oh Lok Eng )

Please note that you are to see your director at about 15 minutes before end of your tutorial listed below: ie. either 11.45 am for Nf Wen Jun and the other two at 3.34 pm.

10033941F Ahmad Razis B Ismail TA21 Thursday 3-4 pm

10033563F Tan Yow Khiang Benedict TA21 Thursday 3-4 pm

10035199C Ng Wen Jun TA22 Thursday 11-12 pm

You must be present for your tutorial and inform me again before you go to see your director.

Cheers
Oh LE

i mean how cute can a lecturer be.. somemore can cheers to me.. wth lah.. got to call my module advisor and tok to my director in one day.. reminds me of my secondary school time actually =P lol!

updates

2008-06-23T04:06:00.005+08:00

been too lazy to blog these few days.. finally had some time cause i couldn't fall asleep.. school has reopened and i only have like 3 more hours to sleep before i have to wake up and send dear to school and go school myself..

caught up with qiqi mei and jabil at amk.. qiqi is currently emo-ing over her bf who just went into army.. anyway just give her 2 months or so.. the feeling will very fast fade away and *poof* i will hear a new guy name from her again =)

work has been great.. instead of being scolded during my bartender time, i am now one of the few service crew who can work in any bars at zouk.. finally got my own name on my name tag instead of the usual "trainee" which is so wtf lah~

and ya.. many pple asked if i am still tgt with her.. yes i am.. doesn't mean i have an emo post and then i dun blog for a few weeks means i am in depression mode.. but thanks for the concern anyway.. celebrated our one month anni on the 20th june.. watched Dun Mess With The Zohan.. EXCELLET SHOW TO THE MAX!! watch watch watch !! second show i recommand is Kung Fu Panda.. lastly please DO NOT and i really mean FORBID urself from watch Shaolin Girl.. unless u wan me to call u a dumbass or some shithead which i did called myself when i watch that show..

euro fever isn't that high for me this time round.. maybe cause i learnt my lesson after losing my 2.5k in soccer.. however i will still support Spain cause Torres is in it.. currently as i am writing this post, Spain and Italy are playing into extra time with the score 0-0..

finally my dearest.. i just have to blog about her.. why? cause she just brighten up my whole life.. apart from the headbutt to the eye which she gave me, she is the most wonderful girl to me now.. she is so full of suprises! her "suprises" is not those doing romantic stuff or doing something special for me type.. but those "bloopers"which she do..

things like spilling a whole large ice milk tea in Mos Burger just by trying to open the chilli sauce, dropping her ice kachang on the table cause she kept eating from the btm and the top fell over, dropping the bowling two times in a row during one turn..etc. she is also so naive that i find it very amusing to trick her at times..

the above pictures are taken during one of our webcam conversation.. i told her there was something in her webcam lens and she really went to look into it.. haha.. better not disturb her too much.. her birthday coming soon le~ getting older liao ^^ oh yeah.. here is a video clip just to round things off.. just click on the "Bowling Pris" link ~

Bowling Pris

i will do anything for you

2008-06-04T03:14:00.007+08:00

some pictures from the 4E4 and 4E3 friends gathering.. cause most of them are going in army le.. miss those secondary school days ^^

having relationship problems again.. maybe cause i expected something from her when she isn't the type that will (its not that.. please dun anyhow think) went to desmond house with hao and chun zheng.. was suppose to study but did not have the mood to.. in the end i didn't even touch a single question.. kept thinking about how to solve this problem..

took mc in the morning.. cause i did not wanna take the exam when i know i am expecting a single digit mark in return.. kenneth gave some advice which kinda enlighten me in a way.. maybe i am selfish.. not caring about how others feel and only concerned by what i feel.. i decided to change even if it meant not being myself cause i really value this relationship..

if somehow by any chance u read this.. i just wan you to know that i am willing to do anything for you.. i am sorry if i had done anything to upset you.. promise to change myself into a better boyfriend for you.. i love u and i really do..

let the day pass pls~

2008-05-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

i wanna thank the government for acknowledging me to be a speed racer.. and they require me to pay 150 dollars with a deduction of 6 points... haiz.. what a crap up day..

day started with emd quiz (10% weightage) which i fail terribly.. followed by consecutive losses in virtual tennis 3 to chun zheng (which is omg, wth..etc.) then it started to rain heavily causing me to get drench.. went to meet her and thought that maybe the day wasn't so bad after all.. but thanks for the special twist in the end.. i love to emphasize that if u have a clear conscious then there is nth to hide..

anyway watch chocolate today as recommanded by my zouk colleague.. he compared it with ong bak but i felt it wasn't anywhere near as good.. but overall without the comparison to ong bak, the show itself was not bad lah.. the fighting scene is good.. somemore is many fighting scenes! lol~ inspire the kung fu in me liao~ woooaahhhhhH!!! *bruce lee*

(i love u ^^) outing with frens

2008-05-26T01:25:00.008+08:00

20/05/2008

2008-05-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

today drove over to west mall.. asked alfred along for lunch.. so long never see him le cause he got expelled from school.. missing a slacking partner, winning eleven competitor and a gd friend in him.. anyway went down cause need to get the bouquet for my plan =P

met pris after school.. drove her down to punggol park.. cannot find the place at first so drove around aimlessly.. haha.. what else is new =P my initial plan was complicated so i did the simplified version.. which was to tell her that i need to go toilet then get the bouquet and give it to her and pop the question.. but alot of problems in between =\

weather too hot - kk i did not take the simplest matter into consideration.. in my mind its suppose to be cooling and windy, but it was burning then..
toilet so damn far from carpark- i got to run back to my car damn it -.-"
too paiseh to ask immediately- lol!

however everything still did move smoothly ba.. lol~ i got the answer i wanted too =P first time doing this sia, if kanna reject think i could have considered drowning myself on the spot there.. went fish and co. to eat dinner and after that went watch some people try to bless us with our own money.. can't these pple get a proper job -.-"

i know things may be a bit awkward for us now.. but i really hope everything could be solve as time passes.. love u lots dear and may this relationship be a happy and blissful one..

still having damn bad cough.. more than a week le.. maybe i kanna TB! o.O

fever~

2008-05-14T01:54:00.008+08:00

alright lots of thing to update on.. i love the pic on top.. like i am in some virtual space or something rite? haha.. credit to huang for this pic ^^ i beat the high score btw =P

had k box session with the rest at amk.. didn't sing much just sit there nuah-ing all the way.. haha.. had a video but my phone ran out of batt while recording halfway so lazy to upload it..

i finally got my own car liao.. thanks chun zhen for accompanying me to jurong to collect the car.. but f**k him for never giving me proper road direction thus making me drive along old lim chu kang road, pass kranji camp and into some forested area.. scared the balls out of me sia..

went out with chris, ken and mika to yishun dam.. great place to chill if u have booze and some food.. (dun drink drive!) lol~ the first 5 person to sit in my car is none other than:

chun zhen (poly friend)
mother
ryan (zouk colleague)
priscilla (dun know what status i should put u as)
kenneth

kk another sway thing happen to me.. i got a parking fine on my second day.. must pay $30 dollar! wth~ lol! but i appeal liao, result is still not yet known.. will update again.. muahhaa.. having high fever these past 2 days.. weather is bad.. tc pple..

indulgence

2008-05-05T13:12:00.004+08:00

watch iron man with pris.. gd show.. watch watch watch! hope got a second movie for it.. wanna see war machine (sidekick for iron man in case some pple like pris who dunno) do not eat beef chilli cheese fries in carls junior.. sux to the core.. erk~ I TIO 4D first price!!! but ibet so win $100+ nia =P

took some pictures on the way to boat quay..

The Great Imitations

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

EM3A sux

2008-04-24T05:33:00.002+08:00

i hereby declare the most f-up teacher in my poly life.. she just have to pick on me whenever i do something wrong.. she will say me for the most pettiest thing like not looking at the board or smsing on the phone.. i am not even disturbing her class, can't she just shut up and carry on teaching?

watched forbidden kingdom on tuesday with pris.. she still owe me a drink cause she bet with me who the arrow will hit when the li bing bing shot it.. haha.. actually what she dunno was that i heard jackie chan almost died.. so of course i bet is jackie chan kanna hit lah.. she go bet the stupid lost traveller.. lol!

chelsea fans pls dun celebrate too quickly.. pls show respect to the future champions.. thank u very much ^^ oh yah.. we were bored so we imitate some monk having training.. watch and learn.. dun try this at home~

THE REAL SHAOLIN

THE GREAT BEN

sch & work

2008-04-22T01:14:00.002+08:00

sch has started for a week le.. my new classmates aren't really that friendly.. but its expected.. if i were to see a guy retained into my class i also wun tok to him.. lol~ of course things would be different for a girl.. skipped some lessons during the first week.. realised that my new advisor was an enthu kia who would call me if i skip any lesson.. pcc sia..

been working at zouk for 3 weeks le.. still dun know if i can cope along with sch.. gf also complaining i have neglected her.. but what should i do sia.. i have to go sch every weekday, work along during the week, and only have sunday as a day rest for me..

today after walking pei koon home i was already completely drained out.. had a super bad headache and fuzzy vision.. luckily my mum was on leave and at home to take care of me..

things may seem alright now cause all the projects have not started coming in yet.. not to mention that i am taking 4 core modules this sem instead of the usual 2 core for every student.. which means i have to work twice as hard just to cope with how i normally scrape through my exams.. is that even possible?

happy bday nicholas

2008-04-15T04:06:00.002+08:00

i like to wish my nephew nicholas (in light blue) a happy birthday.. 7 years old le.. so fast the next generation of the family is coming up liao.. haha.. hope they will turn into fine young men and women =)
fell down whille running after the bus.. the problem is that i have not even started running actually.. i saw the last person going up the bus so i panicked and when i tried to start running, my leg mis-step somehow and i flew forward.. nasty nasty =\

my psp was a victim of the fall too.. it protected my right hand from getting too much damage but the psp was badly scratched in the process.. heart damn pain now.. haha.. however its still working in fine condition lah.. so not so bad =P

i would also like to congratulate ken on getting a girlfriend le.. finally after 7 years he manage to do what a teenage guy is suppose to do =P wishing them all the best and happy times ahead ^^ first day of sch was great.. the teachers seem rather for the monday lol~

resurrection of the blog =X

2008-04-05T07:05:00.011+08:00

first of all i like to mention that i have quit working at suntec gelare.. a kind advice to everyone, Gelare sux.. the food is horrible and unhygenic.. feel sorry for all the pple whose food i made for.. lol~ i have gone back to work at zouk.. but not as a bartender anymore.. just a normal waiter ^^

went watch Shutter with pris on tuesday.. PLS PLS PLS dun watch that show if u have already the thai version.. it is much more sux and very much less scarier.. watch it only if u feel that u have too much money or if there isn't any other suitable show for ur age..

bought a new pair of boots which cost me 85 dollars.. haha.. i only paid 5 dollars cause my mother have the capitol land voucher.. even chris love it so much that he wanted to hold my shoe bag with it on the bus.. cute guy~ =X

yeah.. most of u already know.. i am attached on the 24th of March to my lovely girl Huiqi.. love u loads~ below are just some random pics =P

bf abuser.. notice the bite mark on me?

k lah.. she isn't an abuser lah.. she is actually a very nice girl.. lol~ today even cook for me loh.. it was good but just hope everything isn't cook from a can next time.. i prefer food fresh from the market instead out of tin cans.. lol~

work work

2008-03-11T05:22:00.004+08:00

heyah all.. almost one month no blog sia.. lol~ been dotaing and viwawa-ing all night but lazy to blog.. lol! anyway i just started work today so might be even more busy from now.. busy till i wun have time to shave my body(above).. oh yeah.. currently working at Gelere in Suntec..

dun bother asking me serve u more icecream..etc. i just started nia.. only clearing dishes and learning to make coffee.. lame.. lol~ but everyone got to start from the scratch ya.. first day is boring like always.. just learn a couple of stuff and hope that it will bring u through a long way.. lol~
slack with shawn and louis phua at night.. had fun with their camera phone.. lol~ was taking the dunno what parametic view or something.. dunno how to explain lah.. but its fun.. lol~ even police stop to look at us mann.. must be louis cause he look like he escaped from jail =X muaha~

going to zouk tml after work.. its gonna be an underage party so hope it would be happening in some way or another.. lol~ hope to see any of u if u all are going ba ^^ will try blogging again soon~

bowling

2008-02-22T03:16:00.007+08:00

wow finally my exams are over.. actually not yet over lah.. but becos i kanna debarred from it.. haha.. sibei sian.. everyone is studying and yet i am the only one who have the early break.. went down town with chris and huang to walk walk.. is damn gay lah.. 3 guys walking around orchard.. met jia yi there and tok cock for a while.. then ruth and her friend came along..

ruth was trying to buy alcohol (she's underage) poor girl.. was rejected at cineleisure Cheers but she somehow managed to get a bottle somewhere and it was like only 5% alcohol content.. lol~ we slack around orchard a while before going down hougang to bowl..

gek hing met us there and we played 3 games.. the 3 losers had to pay the winner 2 dollar each but the lowest score had to pay 4 dollars.. haha.. wei huang won the first game and gek hing won the following two.. sibei sian.. that day was just not my day lah =X
kk the score difference is not really that bad lah.. haha.. i forgot to take the last game.. after playing we tour around hougang with gek hing as our tour guide.. 4 kids walking aimlessly with no where to go and nothing to do..

joanna mei came down to meet us.. see she change so much le.. last time still good girl.. now work in pub somemore smoking le.. haiz.. damn sad.. haha.. but she became much more mature le ba.. who knows maybe much more mature than me? haha.. i am childish i admit =X i still haven't found a job.. arghh~

happy belated cny and valentines day~

2008-02-17T01:51:00.006+08:00

haha alright.. i am super uber lazy to blog.. guess the blogging trend in me has gone away.. anyway happy new year to everyone.. hope everyone have a great year ahead ^^

this year was the same.. collected ang bao, gamble a bit, go out with friends eat yu sheng..etc. haha.. went k box too~ never go drink this year though.. no one wanna get high with me.. lol! this year angbao less than $300.. lol.. but not bad le lah.. think got $250+ but dunno why my bank inside now only got $100 plus.. where did my money go??

celebrated my valentine day with uen ho.. good lah.. no girlfriend is the best.. haha.. early in the afternoon i went out with weihuang to book his restaurant and buy flowers all these.. felt sorry for all the couple.. got to think so hard of wat to do to please his gf on this special day..

met uen ho in the evening for dinner.. she made me wait half and hour for her at the bus stop!! haha.. everywhere was packed.. juction 8 was packed, amk hub was packed.. no where to eat at all.. end up got to queue at suki sushi.. haha.. finally curb my sushi cravings..

exam is only 3 days away.. from 2 paper now become 1 paper.. cause i am debarred from one of the paper! lol~ crap.. got to retake the paper next sem again.. starting to feel the stress now.. my brain seem so empty... sunday and monday will be mugging day for me le.. no more dota, going out, chatting online or psp-ing for me.. i shall chiong for at least 8 hours a day.. muahaha. (say only lah.. got do a not is up to u all to guess)

getting a car seem so distant yet so close.. actually i had given up hope of getting a car le.. doesn't really make a difference in my life anyway.. but yesterday somehow manage to persuade my mother a bit.. she ask me to tok to my aunt abt it tml(sunday) so which mean its gonna be my judgement day..

still currently looking for a job.. anyone got job wanna intro me?? haha.. i am expecting around $5.50 per hour and of course must work for at least 5 hours or so a day lah.. val will be coming back in a month time for holiday.. still duno what to get for her or where to bring her around when she is back.. well.. anyone have any idea on where to bring a girl go around in singapore feel free to suggest to me too =) (please dun tell me bring her home and enjoy) i hate pple insulting her ^^

what done cannot be undone

2008-01-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

it was only a second of rashness which may cost my whole life to change... i am sorry for wat i had done.. i promise it would never happen again..

23/01/2007

2008-01-23T03:46:00.000+08:00

worst day of the year 2008 so far.. but i am still glad it was made clear...

fuck the world.. fuck my parents for bringing me in.. fuck the cruel nature of life.. fuck it ^^

i think i feel much better already.. lol~

~emo~

2008-01-22T00:41:00.000+08:00

today skip sch cause stomach wasn't feeling so well.. but actually cause i wanna play soccer with the rest in the afternoon also lah.. haha.. suppose to meet her tml but she had to work so guess i can't do anything abt it ba.. after school go home slack again -.-"

anyway wanna wish all o levels student good luck for their o levels.. got chance pls come ngee ann so that i can at least see more familiar faces around.. lol! someone from amk or bishan area esp!! cause if not always take bus alone is sian to the max lah~

read the horoscope thing.. this year rabbit love luck should be quite good leh.. but dunno why my still so sux.. maybe cause i am a half rabbit half dragon ba.. so the love luck of the rabbit kanna cancelled out by the unlucky love luck of the dragon ba.. lol.. maybe cause it isn't chinese new year yet =\ wanna ask her out suddenly became difficult.. guess i am not the type of guy she is looking for ba o.O

chinese new year~

2008-01-21T04:45:00.000+08:00

wow.. my blog look so dead compared to last time.. guess the blogging trend in me is gone.. haha.. i think i flunk my test again.. but at least i did try ba.. haha.. chinese new year is coming~ need to buy new shoes, jeans le.. think shirt i have enuf from all the christmas presents le.. oh yeah i still have not opened them yet =X

haha.. i still have not found a job yet.. but now to come to think of it.. maybe its kinda dumb to persuade my mother to get a car for me now ba.. since i am only going to drive for 1 and half years more before i go in army.. dun think she is gonna drive after the car accident she had too.. well fuck it.. then i shall go chiong my bike liao.. lol!

today went down queensway find jessie ^^v went to bukit timah eat the fried oysters.. i eat halfway also dun feel like eating le.. maybe the oysters not fresh ba.. came home had diarrhea sia.. guess she is now pigging in dreamland dreaming abt animal planet again =X lol~

just read finish the new chapter of naruto, bleach and one piece.. waited two freaking weeks for this.. still can't get to sleep sia.. i gonna come up with a fresh new wishlist for the upcoming new year ^^

happy birthday to... ME~

2008-01-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

lol.. finally its my bday.. and yes i am currently emo-ing at home rite now.. not only that.. my whole crappy bday will be spent in sch.. its so wtf mann!

1EMD: EMD Retest
Date: 16 January 2008 (Wednesday)
Venue: Block 5, Level 3 Room 3 (05-03-03)
Time: 5.30 pm to 7 pm

oh yah i finally got my long awaited driving license.. hope its only a matter of time before the car comes though.. haha.. thanks again to all those who wished me via sms and msn.. thank u all for remembering.. =)

looking back on my previous blog entry last year.. i was single too.. so this year guess there wasn't any difference.. lol~ haven't made my bday wish yet.. there's so many things to wish for that i can't make up my mind..

nervousss~

2008-01-06T04:26:00.000+08:00

found some pictures which i never upload before.. haha.. taken during our first trip to a gay pub.. bad choice but it was a great experience and i guess some of us must have loved it~

celebrated my new year at a countdown at esplanade.. fireworks were mesmerizing as always.. however the amount of pple there is really a big turnoff.. i was squashed, mashed..etc during the walk there and back.. luckily i survived =P

sch has reopened.. nth is new.. i skip class on thursday morning even though i did not have any more work on wednesday night.. thanks to vicki for helping me sign.. better thank her in my blog post if not she think i ungrateful.. lol~ some slackers still sleep or play psp during lessons.. omg did i just mention my own category? slackerz rulez!

got a hair cut becos i trying to get into hotel banquet.. my fringe is not as long as before.. no sense of security again.. haha.. i not going to ask any girls out for 2 months liao! started my saving money for a car campaign since friday.. and so far i managed to save $20! =\ its so wtf la.. get license then slowly persuade my mother to sponsor again..

8 more days till my driving test and 10 more days till my birthday.. i am starting to get butterflies in my stomach.. i really really wanna pass on my first attempt sia.. desperate man.. who knows maybe u might read an article about a instructor being killed becos he failed a student =X kk i am exaggerating.. I AM GOING TO BE 20 OMG! but fuck it i am still childish =P

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2008-01-01T03:50:00.000+08:00

a new year has arrived! nothing to rejoice about actually.. it only means i am getting older.. haha.. k lah.. shall not spoil the new year mood ^^ so i shall post some reflections from this year and my resolutions for the new year ahead..

YEAR 2007

Happiest moment

hmm this one got me thinking for a while.. cause i have been living such a carefree and slacking life, there isn't really a day which made me ultra happy... but however the most memorable thing was the genting trip which i went with euncie and her friends ba.. it was the first time i been to genting and i say its really fun there ^^

Saddest moment

haha.. this one is pretty obvious lah.. i been telling myself that i will quit gamling but have never been able to.. the saddest day got to be the day which i lost approximately $2500.. of course i dun have the money to pay back lah.. had to ask from my mother who was absolutely angry and disappointed.. =\ still owe her now though.. =P

Achievement

NOTHING.. i have achieved nothing this year! maybe i set the record for the most number of thursday not turning up for sch? haha..

Overall

It was not a bad year lah.. make some new friends.. had some relationships which again i did not treasure properly.. well wat done is done.. at least i am still alive, writing my blog at home.. life can be better ^^

YEAR 2008

first of all i hope that i would survive through this year... hmm.. maybe try study a little harder (thats what i always say) and of course find a special someone.. i just have a feeling that this year would be a better year.. maybe liverpool is going to win the champions league ^^ i would no doubt live a happy-go-lucky lifestyle again.. hope to get a car by this year too and try not to get expelled from sch.. thats all i can wish for~

Last of all

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!

merry christmas and happy new year~

2007-12-28T13:41:00.000+08:00

long long time never post le.. haha.. guess with christmas and stuff going on got no time to blog ba.. hmm.. actually thinking back.. is i lazy to blog.. lol!
met jasmine nu er go escape.. last day for the free tix.. haha.. went there only sit one ride cause of the stupid rain.. played some of the games there but never win anything.. damn sway lah.. lol!

suppose to be a kenenth house but in the end at night all went to go drink.. haha... did not really take much drink as everyone was quite high.. lol! my precious shirt was spoiled by kenny choo who decided that splashing the broken light-stick on everyone was an excellent idea..

nowadays damn broke.. although i just got my pay from zouk.. haha.. lots of things to look forward to le ^^ first up is the new year eve.. still not yet decided what i am going to do.. then next would be my driving test.. still intending to take up 2 more revision classes which means more money spent -.-" then of course 2 days later would be my bday~ most likely wun be bbq le ba.. every year bbq like kinda sianz!

UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE

2007-12-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

BRING ON INTER MILAN~

exam is over!

2007-12-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

exam is finally over!! holiday is hereee~ yeahh!! shall chiong xenogears in my psp =P haha.. i totally flunk my both papers.. so i am already mentally prepared to take the retest paper.. mother went to vietnam for holiday this week so which means i have to wash my own clothings.. sian.. i dun even know how to use my washing machine.. haha..

christmas is coming.. yet dunno why still feel so sian.. maybe cause no money to really go enjoy on that day.. or because still dun have that someone special to celebrate it with me.. maybe tml shall go find job.. most likely should be go work banquet ba.. muahaha.. its gonna be a boring 2 weeks holiday for me..

liverpool lost to man utd.. so wat~ its only halfway through the season.. we will at least get second position man! still have my 4 free entry tickets to wild wild wet or escape theme park with me.. gonna expire by 23 dec.. that alfred still dun wanna confirm with me -.-"

watch warlords with the rest of them yesterday.. great show! good story line, good actors, great fighting scene..etc. i was expecting jet li to have more fighting scene actually.. =P oh yeah alvin the chipmunk is a nice show too.. watch it with debra, jenny and alfred.. haha.. first time seeing those two actually.. it good to make more frens ^^

zoukout~

2007-12-11T01:23:00.000+08:00

finally quit working at zouk le.. haha.. my bartending days are over.. it was a great experience i must admit.. anyway zoukout was terrible.. work like a f**king dog.. i must have pour more than 10 bottles of 42 below vodka and open more than 100 cans of red bull to go with it.. now my nail like got problem after opening all those cans liao.. nnb.. $250 really worked every single cent for it..
anyway this was the bar i worked in.. bar 7!! i hate it hate it hate it.. lol~ dun see like no pple liddat.. this was taken when it is not opened yet.. too crowded to even take a pic during the peak time mann..
anyway was glad everything is over.. i wanna thank all the zouk staff for being such wonderful colleagues.. actually not all lah.. some are actually f**kers.. but i dun wan to name lah.. special thanks to Joan, Michael, Collin, Mandy, Kailun, Javian, Wendy and Kewin just to name a few.. without u guys think i wouldn't even last at zouk for a week..
anyway back to zoukout.. lots of fussy eurasians who demanded alot.. this is singapore mann!! it was damn happening.. we caught a girl giving a blowjob to a guy behind 2 flower pots.. my fren was cb enough to ask the security to detain them.. actually i would have done it also lah.. i dun like pple doing things in front of me when i dun have.. lol! =X j/k~

common test is this week.. my first paper will be on wednesday followed by my last paper on friday.. to say the truth i have not studied a single paper.. guess i will go through a bit later.. then tml morning go sch study with chun zhen and the rest.. but most likely 70% of the time will be psp-ing lah.. christmas is coming!! =)

tired

2007-12-08T06:13:00.000+08:00

Dear student

You have failed to meet the minimum attendance requirement (80%)for EMD module and will be liable to be debarred from taking the common test. This means zero marks will be awarded in the mdoule(s) for the common test.Please submit an appeal by 5 Dec 2007, 5.00 pm at the EE General Office if you have any valid reason(s) for not being debarred from the stated module(s).

haha.. i have not been attending thursday morning class since the beginning of the sem.. cause wednesday work then cannot wake up on time.. anyway i have quit working at zouk le.. today was my last day there.. but of course i will be helping them out in zoukout lah.. lol.. most likely becoming casual labour.. means they call me come work then i see got time a not then i come those type =P

Dear student

We have received your explanation letter regarding your unsatisfactory attendance. In view of your situation, we will give you the benefit of the doubt and will not debar you for the coming common test.

However, you should make all necessary arrangement to ensure that you will be attending all the lessons, both for examable and CA modules for the reminding weeks of the semester. Please note that you will be debarred for the relevant modules if the overall attendance is below 80%.

We hope you will take this advice seriously and look forward to seeing you in class again.

just received this email just now.. haha.. heng sia.. after tml zoukout i got to chiong in my studies le.. oh yah.. for those who are going zouk out tml.. come BAR 7 find me.. haha.. i also dunno where is it located lah.. just know the name niaz ^^

chris bday chalet

2007-11-30T16:08:00.000+08:00

yeah i finally bought my own psp..haha.. my parents dun wan to pay half for me.. they say i should learn to be responsible for my own things.. so which means i am totally broke now.. lol~

anyway was at chris chalet during the weekend.. lots of alcohol, lots of food but lack of girls =X lol~ anyway that was his 2kg bday cake which kenneth and me specially chose.. of course the personal message on the cake was written by kenneth..

guess this is the biggest grp of people which came to our chalet before.. but also this is the smallest chalet we have.. lol~ but everyone had fun ya ^^

kenneth's idea which was to blow out the candles while standing so high up.. learnt it from his bday session at fish and co. lol!

and of course the standard picking candle out of the cake with ur mouth procedure.. which mean only one thing can happen next..

yap.. thats wat happen to him..

UNEXPECTEDLY

it became worse than what we thought~

then they got together and mix for him a drink with everything they could find.. pepper, alcohol, cake, satay sauce...etc. haha.. i never seen a bday so hiong before.. finally everyone got drunk at night.. so did not take much pictures.. of course there is a video.. the star :Simon Theng!

its gonna be busy month for me.. with lots to look forward to~ first up will be zouk out! and its gonna be my last few days working at zouk.. totally bored of that place.. then will be wei huang's birthday~ another bday! followed up by christmas which means more drinking i guess.. and the month will end with the new year ~!~ woooo! last but not least will be my bday again.. gotta make up a list of new year resolutions soon ^^

wtf

2007-11-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

tried blogging today.. but then whenever i upload the picture kanna error.. will try again tml afternoon =)

lazzy me~

2007-11-24T06:06:00.000+08:00

wah wah.. finally the teacher came to counsel me.. haha.. he keep asking why i never turn up for class all these.. told him that it was because of my work.. but actually i was just pure lazy to come to sch lah.. anyway finally bought myself a new wallet.. went orchard with chris the other day to shop.. bought this from 77 street.. haha.. its nt really that expensive and i like the design ^^ these few days have been kinda sick.. love sick maybe.. LOL!

anyway going to chris chalet later.. monday then will come home.. its gonna be his birthday on sunday ^^ wanna say a happy birthday in advance to him~ wishing him all the best in his studies and hope he would get a new girlfriend soon =P

study !!

2007-11-16T04:09:00.000+08:00

its been a week since i last blogged.. and yes.. i did not go sch for 2 days liao.. haha.. tml IS day.. so means go sch at 1 then discuss some shit with the teacher and i can go le.. what a slack week for me.. actually cause i make it slack lah.. =P

went work yesterday night.. our dinner was good.. dunno what cause zouk to suddenly change our meal.. anyway after work i see still got leftover so i ate 2 packet.. end up today stomach pain all the way.. went see doctor to get mc.. haha..

kick soccer with the rest in the evening just now.. was playing halfway when a boy suddenly started crying in the void deck next to the basketball court where we were playing.. realise that someone threw a speaker down and hit his hand.. there was a cut and think his arm was dislocated or something.. he kept crying his head out...

ambulance came, police car came.. oh gosh the police woman was pretty ^^ lol~ =X they bandage his arm then brought him to hospital.. curse that incosiderate person who anyhow throw things..

ANYONE WANNA GO WATCH THE GAME PLAN WITH ME?? I AM FREE ON EVERYDAY EXCEPT WEDNESDAY, FRIDAY AND SATURDAY!! =P i hope i wun see any guys replying yes on my tagboard.. thanks very much =X

oh no..

2007-11-07T14:53:00.000+08:00

haha... skip sch for the second day of the week... watching champions league was simply to tiring for me to go sch.. somemore tonight i have to work.. if i went sch today means it would be the 2nd night which i did not sleep le.. soccer gambling is killing me.. but i have dropped in too deep -.-"

yesterday afternoon met up with pei koon for lunch.. then we go playground play swing.. haha.. i thought i almost broke her leg when i push her too hard and she hit the pole sia.. but she like nth wrong liddat.. iron leg (-_-") went eat dinner with kenneth and decided to catch the match of Home Utd vs Tampines Rovers at Bishan stadium..
the match itself was quite boring.. i placed a small bet on Tampines so i sat at their fan's side.. haha.. the match itself was quite even.. not really interesting to watch also added the fact that lots of small insects flying around.. the match ended in a Home Utd 2-0 victory..

anyway the atmosphere was good.. behind me were the Tampines Fan Club pple.. think they travel round singapore with the team, carrying drums and doing cheers to push the team on.. but must be quite a boring bunch.. i mean what so nice abt S-League when there isn't much skills to wow at..

p.s. red alert Liverpool 8-0 Besitask red alert

yeah tml is a public holiday!!

^_^

2007-11-05T01:54:00.000+08:00

wow long time never blog le.. went to have a hair cut with chris at junction 8 yesterday.. haha.. never change much for me lah.. i just trim shorter a bit so easier to style.. haha.. anyway went to work later in the evening.. went home early as stomach wasn't feeling very good and i had no mood to work at all..

today is my cousin's birthday.. of course the pic on top is not my cousin.. thats my niece making a stupid face -.-" guess i was like that when i was young too anyway.. lol~ play xbox with my nephew cause my other nephews couldn't make it for the bday..
ahh.. yes thats the bday boy.. lol.. wondering how long since i last celebrated a birthday like that with the family.. guess it has been with friends for the past 5 years? anyway it was a cream cake with longan and peach on top.. nice... but not as fascinating as my niece and nephews' past bday cakes.. haha..

halloween at zouk

2007-10-28T06:03:00.000+08:00

second week of school has ended.. felt that i still have not learnt anything yet.. think by this week i should get myself going le.. haha.. still wondering if i should buy a psp leh.. lol!

anyway went to my aunt house today.. cause everyone was gathering to have dinner together as my aunt is going for operation on monday to give birth.. looks like i going to have another niece le.. haha.. its fun to see how this generation grow up into young adults.. remind me of the times when i was growing up together with my cousins..

anyway tonight was halloween night at zouk.. i only found out when i reach that we had to dress up as scary things to fit the atmosphere... those working in zouk were wearing the devil costume, those in phuture were vampires and for us working in zouk we were dress as egyptians.. i dunno what so scary abt them also lah.. haha...

anyway seen lots of crazy costume worn by customers.. some super sexy, some like restards and some just plain enthu.. it suprised me that singaporeans are actually still quite sporting in a way.. there was even a customer who wore just leather bra and panties with a long cape acting like a devil.. w00t!

sunday sunday.. dunno what to do also.. think shall slack at home or ask someone out lah.. no laptop really very sian.. my dad laptop has no game to entertain myself.. hah.. lets go support liverpool tml!! anyone wanna go boat quay to Cavern pub with me??

distraught~

2007-10-25T05:24:00.000+08:00

just finish work.. now lying on my bed dunno whether to go sleep a not.. haiz.. seen her for the second time today... haha thought it would be good.. but then the day ended like fuck for me.. i also dunno ba..

anyway its okay.. life still goes on.. tml got car pract for me again.. i realise that i had actually paid for one car pract but did not attend the lesson.. end up my mother made me pay a lesson extra myself.. haiz.. super poor now..

my 5 dollar a day is working well.. i realise i could survive easily without spending that much money.. this one super advantage abt being single.. but then.. not always when u're attached means u will spend alot of money, although i know there is some couple who prove me wrong..

I HAVE GIVEN UP!!!

sway siao

2007-10-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

k k.. everyone keep quiet.. benedict has lost his laptop.. OMG (u can all scream now!) arhg! sibei sway lah.. dunno what is happening to me.. last month lost phone this month lost laptop.. maybe my mother was right ba.. i am having things too easy now.. haiz..

anyway today skip school cause wasn't in the mood.. went to guan yin temple to pray.. hope to have a change of luck ba.. my luck is going down too early.. normally my luck will be bad around late november to december until my bday then change de.. dunno why this time so early..

anyway now currently using my dad laptop to blog.. i will normally online from my phone.. luckily my phone got msn.. so still not so bad.. lots of things to worry abt now but i shall not state why.. just hope that all these negatives things wun happen ba..

think i wun be getting another laptop le ba.. also not very useful.. will try to do something to my desktop which is working perfectly fine but just that unable to go online.. haiz.. hope to quickly complete my driving by this week.. i swear to myself that i will not cab anymore no matter how late i am.. unless of course there is no more bus for me to take or something lah..

i gonna repair my creative zen by this weekend too.. get everything up and running.. maybe my desktop next week then try to do something abt it ba.. tml have work.. sian..guess i have nth to do now but to sleep early and go sch ba.. haiz!

stop stop stop!

2007-10-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

yeah one week has finally passed le.. friday was my IS (event management) module.. found out that the teacher was actually my IAC teacher.. sian.. expected to make lots of new friends.. found out that most of the pple i know join the same class as me.. arggh~ lol!the teacher begin the class by asking us to use plasacine (is this how u spell?) to mould something to which best describe ourself.. i made this figurine on top.. i dunno how it best describe me but i found that its quite nice.. lol! its the first time i made something which is recognisable using that okay =)

the day program was to design something to protect an egg from a fall.. some materials had to be earned by answering brain teasers question.. damn fun.. that is my project group for this semester and our product.. nice right.. it was my idea to use balloons.. yao zhong and joel came up with the designs.. haha..work was boring as usual.. i have been posted back to velvet le cause of that guy in the picture.. lol~ cause he kanna dengue thats why i was at disco bar covering up for him.. now he back i have to be in velvet again =\ lol~ can't expect much as a part timer.. michael send me home again.. i still find his car sibei style leh.. next time my car must be something like that.. the inside is even more nice.. all modify till swee swee.. sound system also zhai..

i just lost $200 again yesterday.. after quitting gambling i dunno what made me bet so much again.. bah~ kk from this new week onwards i gonna start the following..

Quit Gambling HIGH PRIORITY
Gaming CUTTING DOWN (cause she says she hate gamer)
Stop Going to THAI DISCO I GONNA STOP THIS !! DUN TEMPT ME!!
Save $5 dollars everyday (1 day $5, 1 week $35, 1 month $140) alot dun u think?

oh yeah~

2007-10-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

woo hoo.. school has reopen.. been rather busy lately.. haha.. anyway first few days of school was okay lah.. i still been rather slack.. not really in the mood to study yet.. since when will i be in the mood anyway.. lol~ anyway most of my classmate have disperse.. dunno why also.. but still got a few same as me lah.. like that lazy guy in the picture below.. sch is always fun.. better than staying at home.. saw this girl at the library.. damn attractive.. no guts to approach her cause she was with like around 5 pple =\ but at least i knew one of her friend's name.. lol~ manage to find out that her name was Regina! i gonna support Reginna to win Italian Serie A !! =X kk jus kidding.. its not nice to make fun of pple's name..

oh yeah.. i finally pass my final theory test.. after six failed attempts on the trail test and two failed attempts on the actual final theory test, its a huge relief to me.. lol! i booked my traffic police test on 14 january le.. damn long away lah.. but never mind lah.. if i pass that test then its gonna be a great birthday for me le =P

fuck the pimple which is on my left cheek.. it just can't seem to go away.. and my oxy cover isn't doing its job much.. oh yeah i gonna get a PSP.. anyone know of a cheap place to get one please tell me k? thanks.. btw.. i dun wan a second hand one thank u =)

happy birthday jessie ^^

2007-10-14T07:40:00.000+08:00

first of all i wanna wish jessie a very happy birthday.. she have finally reach the age of 20 years old.. from now one u have a number "2" at ur age for the next 10 years.. haha.. oops.. mine is only 3 months away =P anyway went to celebrate kenneth birthday today.. lots of pic so wun blog much..

while waiting for food (1)

while waiting for food (2)chris & ken seafood platter for twoweiluo, huang and val's new york fish dunno what lah~mine own dunno what spicy crab thingy (dun choose this next time!)the bday boyfamily picture with absentees (1)family picture with absentees (2)cake giving timebirthday boy may do watever he wans!the new face 2008 (champion male category)the new face 2008 (champion female category)
he just couldn't contain his happinesswill we do this when we are old?
every outing sure must take one pic tgt lol!group (1)

group (2)

oh yah.. of course a video to end this post.. =)

back to studies!

2007-10-12T03:17:00.000+08:00

sian.. nowadays always wanna rain then never rain.. always hear thunder in the bright sunny day.. haha.. anyway met liting after her work today.. saw her at zouk last night then she ask me today go meet her.. end up is becos she wanna go shopping =\ lol! anyway saw celeste chen at orchard ^^ attractive as always~
anyway liting bought a skirt for 70 dollars.. wonder how girls can bear to spend so much on clothes sia.. if for me i just buy a 19.90 t-shirt with a maybe 50 dollar jeans and it will bring me through one sem at sch =P lol! i am a cheapo yap thats wat i am.. anyway we had kfc & swensen ice cream for dinner.. had my favourite sticky chewy chocolate again.. haha~ ice cream is one of man's best creation mann ^^

anyway she wasn't feeling well today.. kept complaining of sore throat and headache.. so we went home early (i mean if u count midnight as early lah) haha... i managed to catch the last bus home.. cause she didn't wan me to waste money on cab too..

tml got work again.. damn i hate fridays.. haha.. hope time quickly pass then saturday and sunday can enjoy myself before sch reopen le.. get well soon liting~ =)

argg my fringe~

2007-10-09T23:47:00.000+08:00

haiz good bye to my fringe.. damn sad le lah.. i look like a freaking secondary school kid with coloured hair now.. =( somemore next week go back sch le.. wahhh~! u can absolutely see the difference with the picture in the previous post loh..

anyway went k box with xing and ken.. haha.. cause we got nth better to do at night.. and that gay chris doesn't wanna come meet us.. celebrating kenneth bday this weekend.. at least got something to look forward to before sch le.. haha.. also found out that wan zhen is going to be in same class for IS.. ^^

p.s some videos for u guys to enjoy below =)

3 days of rest~

2007-10-07T05:45:00.000+08:00

yesh.. finally got my own POS card le.. haha.. today is my first official day of taking order from the front after exactly 2 months of work.. normally pple take one month plus lah.. cause i am a slow and lazy learner.. lol~ =X

nth much happen today lah.. just another stupid day at work.. except for the fact that one of the male bartender go and elbow the female bartender in the chest.. haha.. super hilarious the guy was like saying sorry damn loud till the whole bar know.. then he still complain that the girl easily angry.. if someone elbow ur breast then the whole bar know cause u keep apologising so loudly, u also will angry right? lol!

no time to go cut hair today.. think i wake up then cut lah.. nowadays super no life.. wake up in the late afternoon.. surf net and play game a while then night liao.. then night no one wanna come out so stay home slack whole night till sleep in the morning around 7am again.. fuk my life sia.. wasting my youth away~

hair dyed

2007-10-06T06:16:00.000+08:00

woke up in the afternoon to go dye hair.. my mother made an appointment for me at Jean Yip at 2 o clock.. wanted to dye red but then i see like dun really suit me leh.. so i chose a light chocolate colour.. lol~ not bad rite??/

tml gonna go cut my hair le.. and i really mean cut this time.. i gonna cut short my fringe.. muahaha... good bye to my long fringe~ =(

done~

2007-10-05T07:37:00.000+08:00

oh my god.. look at the time.. guess i dun have much to post.. u all can see the changes urself.. haha.. i finished this in around 45 min or so ba.. damn shag now.. my eyes is like gonna pop out any moment.. still have to work tonight.. nitez pple~ ( oops =X i should say morning pple ^^ )

work work work~

2007-10-04T05:33:00.000+08:00

busy for the last few days so never blog.. haha.. monday went for my zouk training.. damn fun training.. they cater lunch for us and let us drink anything we wan.. haha.. got learn a bit lah.. like Johnny Walker different label and the best way to drink it.. drank until a bit high then went for my driving pract.. managed to survive through and i finally pass my final theory trail test too =P

met up with Mandy on one of the night for supper.. forget when le lah.. but since we took a picture i decided to upload it loh.. haha.. she live near me lah so normally when hungry will call her come down eat at the 24 hour coffeeshop there..
and i met Pei Koon again.. haha.. so long never see her le.. think 2 years liao.. haha.. i date her out go eat lunch de.. =X but she never change leh.. still got the same look like how i remembered her to be.. best of luck to her for her O levels this year.. ^^

anyway just finish work today.. today work till damn shiok.. whole day wash damn little glass.. cause was doing order most of the time.. muahaha.. managed to learn most of the cocktails liao.. saw adeline at zouk.. lol~ she was with one guy who keep treating her drinks lah.. i even had to make the stupid flaming lamborgini for her when i just manage to get some rest.. think she first time drinking ba.. still can burn her straw.. first time see this happen sia =\

i think i gonna dye my hair tml.. most likely will be red cause Pei Koon say red nice =X lol~ no lah.. i actually ownself was thinking to dye red also le.. see how tml ba.. takkairez pple.. drink more water and maintain a healthy lifestyle~

happy~

2007-09-29T07:01:00.000+08:00

sian.. my eye isn't getting any better.. still cannot wear contact lens.. haiz.. anyway went to meet stephanie on thursday.. she idiot make me rush down all the way then have to wait for her =X lol~ end up dun wanna eat then see me eat only.. haha.. but its okay ^^ glad to have her to accompany me for lunch..

anyway just finish work today.. first day without Wendy around.. very bored lah.. (-_-") but today was okay lah.. time passed very fast.. oh yeah.. i saw my dream girl too.. whew.. stunningly beautiful.. of course she is none other than Fiona Xie.. lol~ the rest of the bartenders like not excited liddat.. they say see her until sian liao.. =\ think if u let me see her 10 years also i wun sian lah! one customer commented that my apple martini was great.. damn happy lah.. somemore is i first time doing it.. lol~

anyway i have chosen Event Management as my IS module for this sem.. guess the name sound very appealing to me ba.. lol~ at first i regretted choosing cause its is an afternoon class.. which means no chance to go out in the afternoon.. but then when i think abt it.. it is actually good also lah.. i can go to work directly after class.. somemore i will feel more awake cause no need to wake up as early as 6.30am in the morning if i had chosen the earlier class =)

lastly i have quit sailing.. can't cope lah.. training on saturday morning is too tiring for me.. somemore when school reopen their training is on wednesday which is one of my working days too.. well.. it was great knowing all of them ^^

infection =(

2007-09-27T05:43:00.000+08:00

whew.. survive another day at work.. haha.. today went down to work early cause the bar captain wanted me to learn how to set up the bar.. obviously Wendy was earlier than me again.. haha.. luckily she waited for me and did not set up the whole bar herself.. if not i come early got nth to learn liao.. anyway lots of things happen to me today.. guess it can be counted as one of my unlucky day ba..

first of all was that when i woke up.. i couldn't open my left eye.. scare the fuck out of me.. thought i was blind or something.. anyway rush to toilet to find out that my eye got that kind of sticky sticky fluid.. cb.. again tio infection.. means one week cannot wear contact lens again.. haiz.. the previous time this happened was during valentines day that week.. lucky this week got nth =P

secondly today is going to be Wendy's last day at work.. cause she defecting over to St James.. guess she will be much happier over there ba.. cause can see the bar captain dun really appreciate her work.. well.. in terms of work, of course the advantage is that they going to push all the training into me.. but i dunno why leh.. i felt kinda sad that she is going.. maybe cause i not really enthu this bartender job ba.. so i dun care whether they wanna teach me fast or slow as long as i get my pay can liao.. guess that the 3 pple who i can communicate most well with is gone now (Mandy, Rofinho & Wendy)

thirdly is i got into a quarrel with the senior bartender.. can see that he was already angry with the management cause i overheard him tokking with the bar captain by transfering something.. then he cb dare dare come flare his temper at me.. he scold me on 4 occasions.. until the last one when he scold me i directly walk away, dun even care he tok halfway a not.. then i purposely say out loud that if he come scold me one more time i directly walk out of this job on the spot.. he ccb humji dun wan come tok to me face to face, change to another bar then go complain to the bar captain abt me..

here is a short conversation of wat happen:

Bar Captain: what happen?

Me: he izzit complain abt me?

Bar Captain: no.. i just want to know what happen..

Me: u tell him anything not happy just come out tell me, no need complain one..

Bar Captain: dun get so upset, just tell me what happen..

Me: *explained the whole story*

Bar Captain: ok.. this is just a misunderstanding.. ... ... etc.

i lazy to type out the bar captain explanation for that bastard actions.. it was something abt every single person having attitude and the different way they show it.. fuck him ah.. he ownself bad mood come show me this type of attitude, he think i born to let him flare his temper ah..

anyway for the rest of the day that bastard just camp at the other bar, refusing to make eye contact or tok to me at all.. oh yeah~ managed to take off on saturday.. which means its time to enjoy my weekend ^^

happy mooncake day ^^

2007-09-26T06:36:00.000+08:00

i wanna congratulate myself for surviving on saturday.. i did not get any sleep at all becos of work on friday and i had to go straight for sailing early in the morning which lasted until 1 plus.. by the time i got home it was already reaching 6pm and i had to leave for work again.. guess this is gonna happen again for this coming weekend.. jia you to me ^^

today went meet joanna to celebrate zhong qiu jie~ lol! although we did not bring any mooncake and tea with us, it was still kinda fun lah.. we bought candles, paper laterns and sparklers to play.. i got a few video but kinda lazy to wait for it to upload =X anyway was glad to see her after so long lah.. cause she bo xim dun wan message me.. (if she reads this, she is gonna scold me on msn liao) kk the rest of the pictures tells everything le ba..

sian.. think about work tonight also wanna die.. haiz.. dunno whether to quit a not.. its like getting more and more boring.. but quit now a bit wasted cause its like everyone just started to teach me things =\

tired~

2007-09-22T06:05:00.000+08:00

finally ended work and sitting on my comfy seat of my room.. wat a busy day it had been sia.. today managed to take a few orders.. learnt how to do lychee martini for the first time.. guess there's improvement.. the stupid bar ic is holding on to my order card.. he say until i prove that i am confident enough to do most of the drinks.. fuk him!

sian.. today cannot sleep.. later still got sailing cca.. got to reach tanah merah mrt by 7.45am.. which means i have only around slightly more than half and hour to get ready and have to leave the house again.. somemore the sailing will be till afternoon.. which means by the time i get home.. i have to bathe and leave for work again.. ccb!

kk enough of complaining.. time to go eat breakfast and get ready le.. take care and peace out~

tch tch~

2007-09-20T23:49:00.001+08:00

finally changed my blogskin.. goodbye to bleach blogskin which i have been using for more than a year liao.. haha.. kk.. alot of pple ask me why i chose garfield.. reason is cause there isn't any other nice wallpaper for bleach which i find nice.. there is also no updated skins for one piece and naruto as well.. the liverpool skins didn't have archives and wishlist.. muahaha.. so back to the blog..~

went gyming with shawn on tuesday.. sia lah.. he getting fitter everyday.. i cannot catch up liao lah.. i was suppose to eat my weight gainer but scared grow pimple again if never drink enough water sia.. guess i more ai mei then care abt the body ba.. lol~ after gym we went swimming.. then went for sun tan!! crap sun didn't do much to us lah.. shawn is still like snow white and i was still.. err.. myself? =X

went for k box session with the rest at night.. sang till around 12 am plus.. haha.. saw joanne.. so qiao.. somemore she just 2 rooms away only.. but she bo xim lah.. go k box also never jio me along.. haiz sad.. lol! also another crappy video of us again~

went for work yesterday.. kanna posted to zouk disco bar.. sianz.. so damn busy lah.. accidentally cut my hand with one of the broken glass piece.. bleed alot sia.. but no choice lah.. work this kind of job is like that de.. got to bleed for the company.. lol~

roundup of the days

2007-09-18T04:16:00.000+08:00

work was as usual.. did some mistakes.. was scolded by the bigger boss.. haha.. who cares.. anyway i realise i also not into bartending.. oh yah.. one of my good fren quit le.. so now become more sian.. dunno when will be my turn to quit also.. haiz..

went chris house to play mahjong with chis, huang and ken.. so long we never play together le.. anyway won a bit of money lah.. guess luck was a bit good for me.. help chris change his stupid rabbit cage.. was so damn smelly.. whew.. wonder how did the rabbit survive.. anyway guess the smell must have affected its brain cause its a damn dumb rabbit..
went out in the afternoon to watch movie with someone.. cannot mention who cause the person dun wan to let someone else know.. watch Naraka 19.. damn stupid show.. please do not watch!! haha.. i wanna go watch Rogue Assassin next.. xing is back from malaysia.. we met up in the night.. haha.. waiting for the day when 6 of us go out together again.. looking forward to chris birthday chalet.. hope i got someone to call by then =P

wat a fucking day..

2007-09-15T06:11:00.000+08:00

first of all.. i wish to say sorry to those who visits and reads my blog.. i know i haven't upload photos in all the recent post.. must be depressing to read chunks and chunks of words everytime ya.. will try upload some pics for my post these few days..

today met Nurul on the way to work.. tok with her all the way to far east.. she gonna start work at the hotel beside zouk starting from monday.. haha.. so means will be very near her.. anyway today work at Velvet bar again.. starting part was okay.. the bartenders let me take all the order but under their watchful eyes.. haha.. gotta admit its stressful to mix drinks with eyes staring at you..

it became very crowded around 11 plus.. as i was the only part timer and to make matter worst, still quite new to this job, kanna force to wash cup again.. sianz.. then this woman keep calling me.. as the other bartenders were busy i decided to take her order.. she ordered 1 jug of vodka ribena.. as it was 1 for 1 before midnight, i took 2 jugs and begin mixing.. kanna spotted by bar captain.. he ask me if i know what i was doing.. then scold scold ask me dun take any order for the time being.. scold until nth to scold liao then scold say i put too much ice.. say cannot taste the vodka later customer complain.. at most ask the customer come tok to me loh.. zzz..

anyway he was quite nice afterwards lah.. after work he also ask me stay behind then tok to me nicely.. but hell.. i still hate him~ lol! sian.. these few days not enough sleep.. face grow 2 pimples liao.. damn sad.. damn hungry and tired now.. but later 9 am still got soccer with chris they all.. haiz.. think i shall go chiong anime le.. =)

thank god

2007-09-14T06:13:00.000+08:00

i passed all my module.. okay its not something to be happy about cause i just borderline pass them all.. but its a huge relief for my weak heart.. =)

module credit unit grade attempts

ANALOGUE ELECTRONICS 5.00 D 2

BASIC CONVERSATIONAL JAPANESE 2.00 D 1

ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 2 5.00 D 2

INDUSTRIAL AUTOMATION 3.00 D 1

PC NETWORKING 4.00 D 1

STARTING A BUSINESS 2.00 B 1

VIRTUAL INSTRUMENTATION 3.00 C+ 1

GPA: 1.3542